hehe... sorry. so long nvr blog. actually since i came back from camp, yesterday was the first time that i touched the computer but got no time to blog coz i had to do the camp report. hahas. anw... lets talk what i felt about VIP. whee...

actually, overall, it was the planning part which was tedious. but as for the camp itself, it was not as scary like we thought. although there were 'surprises' here and there, it didn't really affect me as much but rather in a small way in a way or another. well, it was a really nicee experience la.. got to meet more peopleand able to work with them as well...

lastly, i felt that my batchmates are really nice people...hahas. we were able to blend in with ech other, no matter what school we came from. hmm... really looking forward for this sunday's group outing...hahas... see you there CHARLIES! XD

yeah...finally got to sleep for more than 6 hours since last week.. actually i fell asleep la...i had to admit that i am supposed to do editing for the sety proposal but ya i only did it today (oops!)... anyway there is not much things to do la...mainly editing and understanding (sort of memorizing also) of the whole proposal..

oh ya... also heard that most of the evergreen people planning to quit the course... imagine, they sent the most number of people from their school, which is 14, and they planned to quit together.. they like so united hor? for contact session 2 also none of them turned up..hahas.. but i think that they should not quit just because of the influence from their friends.

also.. i felt quite guilty la for not going gor the group meeting just now...i think they buying the shirt for campfire, paint the group flag and also paint the shirt. actually i 'm lazy to go and also i have been out most of the time and only reched home at almost midnight...haiz..what a luck.. tomorrow, AOP for campfire then tuesday, AOP for the main committee...it means that i will be in HQ for the whole day for the next 2 days? damn... i will be shivering like that time again!

haiz...another quote that i have took back from the last contact session: "goals arewill delp to achieve the objective" which most people think would be the other way round xD

another long and stressful day. sian... yesterday was chaotic, today was like super chaotic la... luckily i wasn't the one compiling.it was like everyone rushing each other for this and that sia. everyone is like dying la. and parents nagging about us coming home late, sleep damn late, spend such a long time at the comp etc etc etc...the most "exciting" part is that i just found out that the chairperson did not receive the SOE for our group. SUX! need to redo? i don't care! i'm so not gonna do it again. lucky the proposal for campfire is approved (yay!)

later charlie will be meeting earlier at 8 at kembangan mrt station before the contact session and right now i didn't even get to touch my pillow and bed la! so suay...my sisters will be enjoying themselves at malacca while i am having some boring, sleepy, dry, lecturous contact session. and latest update, 2 more people quit! that means the people left would be now 43 instead of 48 initially. sick! dunno if i can endure till the end or not.

OMG! it was like so damn chaotic la just now.. what a terrible AOP. sux. its like so wth la.. half an hour before the real AOP starts, they purposely change the main committee la.. den i like so suay kena another pose, the thing that i hated most in my entire cadet life.. which is first aid, in other words, safety IC. really shit lor. hmph! so much things to do den the stupid safety 2 IC go quit. so hack lor! den everything i need to do? asshole. luckily hui yi helped me out, if not i tink by tmr morning also cannot finish. must really thank her la...anw she's from my goup mah...hahas... thats why she helped. yeah.. charlie rocks XD

well, it was so irresponsible of the girl to just quit la. its like anyway she's the 2 IC. HELLO! i've got more things to do la. she's just holding one pose, got stressed out den quit? i still got campfire stuff to think of la. stupid sia. good thing i got yi rui as my program 2 IC for campfire, if not i will really die one la.

hmm...let's see...i reached home at around 2350 hrs, eat, start doing my proposal at 0020 hours and i just got to know that she quit at 0300 plus... so inconsiderate rite? hmm...its already 5 in the morning.. better get some sleep for another round of AOP later...

last but not least, i would like to express my special thanks to

Ms Goh Yi Rui & Ms Lim Hui Yi

for helping me to go this far..heheh

and as for stephen, good luck with your new post as the logistic IC XD

hmm...i just realised. there's so much things to do but i just gt no free access to the computer! hmph.. especially during this period of time where there are proposals to be done and online discussions going on. i didn't see the need of having computer at home when i cannot even use it whenever i want to. its like so damn frustrating la. those people are just so inconsiderate!everytime i need the comp, i would have to wait for my dad to come home, just for the password. actually i did try to hack the password once, but my dad found out and changed to another password...sian. but now, i just don't wanna care bout that already. no point wasting my time on that.

anyway, i have yet to finish my assignments for VIP lol. lets list down what i'm supposed to do...
1. write about the dragonboat incident that happened recently
2. read up MOI from theory book
3. memorize (and also understand) the 10 core values of a VI
4. read up evac silver for MOI test during the camp
5. give suggestions for the song and dance for the campfire performance.
i think out of the five, i've only completed memorizing the 10 core values. the MOI i'm halfway done and as for evac silver i supposed i only need to read up on the improvised stretcher part, which means to say that i also sort of completed that part. so now i think only left with point 1, 2 and 5. hahas...

aah...at first VIP sounds pretty interesting. but after the first contact session the program i dunno...the things they ask us to do look pretty chim...haiz. feel like just giving up but like what jian fu sir said "quitting is not an option", i decided to endure and stayed up to the end.

now its like meeting everyday, discussing about this and that for different stuffs. meetings for campfire committee and for individual group for the lesson plan. sian... my group were given the task of teaching evacuation silver when i didnt evn attain the bronze one. wth? lol

the instructors also said that the camp is going to be fun. the way they said the word "fun" sounds quite...eerr cheeky. hahas. i'm sure they will try to create havoc here and there to add the "fun" part to test our flexibility in overcoming the situation. hmm also had to read up the manuals and memorize the 10 VI CORE VALUES. sian.

last but not least, there was this time when they asked us if we agree to ICR(instructor-cadet relationship). not just in the sense of BGR, but also those kind of friend-friend relationship. there should also be a boarder line drawn between a cadet and an instructor. you know, the first person to come to my mind is xiao li. dunno why. they also said that we have to wait until our juniors to pass out from school then can regard them as friends otherwise accuaintance. it also means that we cannot like go out together like how we used to before. waaah...have to wait for 1 year..sian. but i should be able to endure i guess.but it will only take effect from the time we passed out from VIP

sry guys...everything will have to change...but we still do have time right?