alright i have to admit. i skipped class again yesterday. but hey, i'm not the only one who didn't go for the two-hour tutorial seh. shun zhen said only 6 (out of 23) were present. anyway, i really don't see the need for us to go la, no more assignments or tests, so what's the point of going? aww... i know i should not make i as a habit, but just can't help it la.

omg, i lost track of time! i should be sleeping coz i'm supposed to meet xiaoli and yuping at 6.15am? man, i suck. oh well, you should watch the video below. damn sweet lar. aww... presenting you, TAN HONG MING IN LOVE!!!

haha. no attachment for me today coz the centre is still close for CNY so i am able to wake up later than the rest. had to go school later to hand in field prac assignment and then discuss creative arts. wah sian, my group still haven't start on it yet. oh, and and global issues also!! aaargh!!!

i am so looking forward to holidays now. 3 more assignments, 2 presentations, one story telling and one exam paper to go. JIA YOU!

p.s. i'm still lazy to post the pictures of the botanic garden outing. some other time la hor

school was really stressing today. i kept thinking about my speech and trying to memorize but i just couldn't. shit. I think i sucked at speech. haiz... I'm already so not prepared for speech just now, just imagine how i will do for storytelling next week. sian.

oh well, Lavina's lesson managed to calm me down a little bit but i start stressing up again after that. lol. i even thought of skipping global issues class, but eventually i went also -.-. i just love her lessons. well, not because we don't have to do art practically and we just watched videos and sing song and all but, she's just so much nicer than the other one. at least she appreciated our presence in the class. but sadly, next week will be our last lesson with her, how sad. don't know whether she will teach us again or not.

met up with girlfriends, planning to go to botanic garden for a picnic, but what did we ended up doing? taking thousands of photos and trying to perfect our jumpshots. lol.

went to changi beach (again!) after that for free food!!! took more jumpshot photos. didn't remember taking any photos for any outings we had before. i just love you two.

13 bus rides in total, just to get to 3 places. shall post the pics some other time, after i kope from huda. hehe.

went out with kak nur and her friend, rasidah, to bugis with an intention to buy tee. we ended up going to peninsular instead and i only managed to buy a pair of jeans (i think i was too choosy-.-) haha. they they were nice people to go out with. we were super hungry so we went to eat at funan before we head to marina square to watch BRIDE WARS!! to show was nice and hilarious haha. hope that huda, nadiah and i won't end up like emma and liv. lol.

oh oh. on the way to the toilet at funan, we saw this mentos machine and we started digging out for coins from our pockets. damn funny can. each of us gave a try at it and we ended up with 11 mini mentos altogether. haha

i look damn retarded

ayah picked me up along the way to go to nenek's house. slacked there for a while then we went to changi beach. when we reached there, wak arip and family was there too. and as usual when ailin and nana see each other, they started laughing non stop for no apparent reason. ooh. the toilet there was so eww... still prefer east coast, 10 times cleaner.

i meddled with my fringe again. now it look kinda weird.

somehow on my way home from school, strangers just kept staring at me. i looked at myself, nothing funny on me what, but why they starred at me sia? eee... those people are weird.

aiyoh... super sleepy now la, but i'm still gonna post before i sleep. had attachment yesterday. i have n idea that the centre is having chinese new year celebration. the moment i stepped into the centre, i was wondering why are the kids so weirdly dressed and most of them are wearing red. then i thought, must be the CNY celebration la and just happened to be wearing red too.

the kids are damn cute la. some girls looked like dolls, and others, somehow they look different. wanna take pics of the kids (especially Zenden coz the teacher tied a "toncet" on his head and goes around forbidding any soul to touch it. damn cute la) but I'm sure they wouldn't allow. at least today i didn't feel like sleeping at all during the three hours.

haha. i found two more eye candies in that centres. means now i have a total of THREE. lol. they are, Filbert and Cayden. Filbert is this N1 kid, super cute, even all the teachers in the centres adore him due to his shyness and Cayden is this boy who just joined this year, i just love his sepet eyes. lol.

sometimes, i think the kids are just more observant than what we expected. for example, usually around 11 plus he will ask me "you going home already ah?" i was surprised when he asked me that question coz i didn't expect him to know.

met up with kay to eat at island cremery before heading for school. we both bought double scoops and it was damn shiok la. haha. class was so-so la. Juliana returned our first assignment then she explained to us about the second assignment which will due next week. stupid sia. oh one of the activities that we need to do is to come out with skit, song, rhyme or whatever with solutions to the typical cassroom problems in the classroom. my group did a song on pushing. lol

met up with stephy, xinyu and chiencham after that for dinner. we gathered at blk 56 while waiting for xinyu to start her jap class. went to megabites, talked and crapped. me and cham had some fun trying to pluck stephy's leg hair too (: haha. and cham owe me something on my birthday. lol

someone told me his darkest secret. be nice to me or I'll leak your secret. haha. joking la.

hmm. just reached home from somewhere with ailin. met her after school to go to this shop. initially i intended to colour my hair only but the person ask me to cut my hair coz she say my hair at the end there too thin. so i unwillingly agreed. she said my hair was too thick, and so she made it thinner.

next, aiyoh, the colour didn't turn out to be the one i wanted. oh well, i can't possibly tell the person "oh i don't like the colour. can you do it again for me please?" I'll only end up paying double the cost la. at least my hair is nicer to touch now. haha.

anyway, i think today is just not my day la. first, i was late for more than 30 minutes for class today. why? TRAFFIC JAM. good thing Lavina didn't mark me absent. then going home time, supposed to meet ailin at about 4.45-5 like that la. and i only reached around 5.30. why? TRAFFIC JAM AGAIN. sian.

have been eating fast food for three consecutive days from Monday. man...i feel so fat and unhealthy

I AM SUPER HUNGRY SIA!!! you must be thinking, i should go and find food then eat, but there's just no food for me to eat la. sian.

this two days, school's just fun. i skipped creative arts on Monday coz i don't feel like going. got to know that a lot more didn't turn up also, only 11 came from my class. those people who attended her class said that the whiteboard fell on her! aww...how can i miss such interesting moment? they also said that about half the cohort failed her lesson plan. die la. and that lesson plan is like 50% of the module. eee.

today's global issues, topic was about how marketers target kids. then we watched this video, a 6-year old girl performing for disney on ice. waah. damn horrible sia, wear skimpy clothes and do some shit dance that doesn't reflect "Disney" at all. the emcee still can call the KID sexy? like wtf? i'm just wondering, 6 years old already can do stuffs like that, how will it be when she grows up? tsk tsk tsk.

hmm. i think i wan do something to my hair (badly). lol.

the first thing ibu said to me when i reached home from school yesterday was "do you know she's discharged and at nenek's house now?" i was like wtf, she doesn't have her ow house meh? nak tumpang kat rumah nenek buat ape seh. dah sakit baru ingat nenek, kalau tak, ade je nak cari pasal. so i was thinking there goes the night plans.

at night, we were watching fitri then something just popped up from my mind. i suggested to the rest, why not we go to nenek's house, to rembat ah (in a joking manner). they kinda agreed then ayah asked one of us to call nenek ah, say we want ajak her to go out. just wanna see her reaction, and obviously she was on that bitch's side. "oh, she's here la, you all wan come ah?" we were like, that's your house what, not her's. scared for what?

then we just get ready, nenek called us saying that she was already downstairs when we haven't even leave the carpark. there goes our plan to gatecrash. spoiler sia.

well, she may be someone that i should respect BUT she DON'T earn my respect, not even a teeny-weeny one. she's just a bitch la. we might have blood ties, but it means nothing now, what's the point? she's just too much. i might not hate her but i just don't wanna care about her. good thing nenek i good enough to forgive her. now, i only regard her as a filthy stranger, the word "auntie" doesn't exist in my dictionary for her, i'm sure the rest of my family members will agree with me.

hmm. PONYO IS NICE!!! the boy looked like JEROME!! super cute sia.

okay, yesterday's attachment was fun! (but i got bored and almost fell asleep before the shower time.) haha why? coz i got to help the kids to dress up after their shower (people, think straight). hoho. its just sweet la, seeing 4 years old kids dressing up, trying to put on the shirts and shorts the right side. some are just wants to be pampered and came up to me to help them. i enjoyed it anyway, at least there's something for me to do instead of standing at one corner like a statue..

other than that, something else happened. i don't blame the principle nor the teachers on their practices coz i believe as professionals, they have their reasons for acting in a certain way. i agree that the boy was just too mischievous, even if i were in the teacher's shoes, i wouldn't be able to handle the situation. both the soft and the had way just didn't work and ms rachel asked us to ask our lecturers for suggestions on how to handle him.

learnt Confusabet during LAEYC. Damn FUN!!! haha.

oh well, i should be working on my assignments instead. hmm yeah

okay, past two days i've been late for school, but today, i reached school super early la. if i had known the journey would be that fast, i would probably leave house a little later.

got back child development and english assesment results. okay la, satisfactory.

we've calculated, have to get over 6 more assignments over 3 weeks (had to hand in ard 2 each week) plus 2 more english speech test and story telling and 2 presentations before the exam week. we only had one paper though, but karuna says its gonna be tough since topics covered in this semester is a little difficult.

had dinner with stephy and xiaoli after school. haha. fun la. talked about xiaoli's JAE. hopefully she could get to the school she really wanted.

gonna watch ponyo with xiaoli and yirui later. man. i really spend alot this few days. anyway, here's the neoprint that we took on tuesday(:

oh oh. many people had known that the new canteen called the makan place had opened. finally went there on monday, and know what? the biggest canteen only have ONE halal stall! what an idiot. i think the people who planned it are insensitive people la. seriously i think NP got lack of halal stall (canteen 1 also left with one) don't know what these people are thinking,

okay. something's wrong with this damn thing. it just doesn't want to publish my other post. not gonna do it now coz the loading of the pics will take super long. maybe will post the pics some other time, or maybe just post it on photobucket.

oh. museum was fun anyway.

pics for the museum field trip (:

this weird thing is so cool la. we've got no tourguide, but we've got this (:

this is the singapore stone

okay. this is one of the videos that we watched in one of the rooms. only can be heard through the cool green thing

haha. this somehow reminds me of the movie "Bangku Kosong"

cells for the POWs

i have nothing to do while waiting for sakinah in the toilet. lol

gek theng showing off her ah lian-ness

she got caught red-handed. she tried to take the basket off the hook!

went to sit in to watch sejarah singapura. just look how many people there were.

just another thing displayed. lol

ancient notes. the bigger it is, the bigger the amount. the $10,000 notes was about A5 size. damn big la

the tvs of olden days

this was rather random. i just find it nice. its a reflection

lastly, at the end of the trail, the national anthem (:

Went to other galeries as well.the fashion, food and photography galleries.

sakinah engrossed on the p.ramlee song that she's listening to

the ancient film making machine. damn big la. even taller than me

camera in the olden days

haha. we found this as we were walking to the photography gallery

Then, we walked to bugis to eat (yes, to eat). Coz gektheng wanna look around for subglasses too.we did surveys for some NP students. first was surveys for couples. then after walking a few steps, another goup approached us to do another one for singles. lol. weird huh.

caught this at 77th street. super random, i know

hmm. another two assignments due on monday. sian..

planned to wake up at 6 today but i ended up waking up at 9. lol.

went for NP and SP open house with xiaoli yesterday. yes, it sounds retarded going for open houses when you are already enrolled in a course, especially doing to your school's. i felt a year younger coz the people thought that i just finished my o'levels. or maybe coz i lied to them.

went to NP first since xiaoli was rather interested in Child Psychology and Early Childhood. went to the techno fair or something like that, the guy on the first poster on the left was so hot la. haha. had nothing else to do so we went to SP to find the yirui. haha. oh and stephen, i saw your friend.

had to waste sometime while waiting for her to end class. so we went to take the bus tour to business block. went to see her course and the people there kept comparing NP and SP. like so what the hell la. compare facilities for what? you go to the school because of the course, not the school la. eee. they suck. watched seven pounds at cineleisure after that(see! need to do assignments, still can go watch movie. tsk, tsk, tsk! so irresponsible) not bad la the show.

haha. ayah brought home his company's van today. going out jalan jalan later. woohoo. I'll leave the CAYC stuffs for tomorrow and the studying on Sunday. (i just can't help doing things at the last minute. i know. i suck.)

ooh. i've got problems with hotmail sia, both of the account some more. like what the hell is wrong with that thing? now i can't read my mails. sian.

and i think i need to dye my hair again soon. white hair is growing like crazy la. i was like looking into the mirror to comb my hair then I FOUND A LOT STRANDS OF HAIR! gosh i am OLD!

HAPPY 2009 PEOPLE!
haha. i know i'm kinda late. but who cares.

hmm well, 2008 had realy come to a great end. i really enjoyed the last few days of gatherings and retreat. in someway or another i felt that the previous year i've gained much knowledge and experience.

new year resolution? hmm. get a bf maybe? lol. haha. that was just something random la. ibu says it will come when the time comes, so just concentrate on studies yeah. just be more hardworking and stop postponing work to the last minute la. yes that should be the one, and i think i really should work on it.

anyway, just some highlights of 2008:-

1) O levels results
hmm. i'm happy with my results (like what else can i say), and most importantly, i passed my most weakest subject, A Maths. i still could recall clearly that i cried as i was telling huda about me. haha. shit you a maths, you made me cry so much. haha

2) VIP POC
just a few days after o levels results, we had our POC. hmm. most of us passed. haha. and i was not at all satisfied when i got to know that i got a p-pass. why? coz they thought i don't have the stupid SFA cert. had to return the rank although i fulfill all the criterias. i was so damn upset, but oh well, i have the rank now, so who cares right.

3) JEA school posting results
received an sms ard 6.30 in the morning saying that i was enrolled in ECH. that was something i expected. didn't know why i chose that course. the only thing i know, i just want to be a teacher and that was the most related to the field.

4) First day of school
the school was really huge a the block numbers are like running all over the place. finding the blocks like some lost idiots but still managed to get to the next class without help (: always been a great thing to have a himbotic friend to be in the same school, enable us to meet up for lunch whenever we are free.

5) Birthday
got this huge card from girlfriends. i thought that was the only pressie that i got, but juniors togeher with the other VIs gave me another surprise, a slice of cake and a notebook. i was really grateful and touched. aww.

6) SYF, RCYC, UIP
ooh. i just realised something. all this three events that i'm involved in, there would be Ambrose Sir. am i that lucky to be able to be working with him in those events? hmm. haha. well, the experiences that i've gained, i hope will be handy as year proceed, with juniors working with me in the future.

The few important groups of people who had contributed in my life diary:

1) HUDA n NADIAH
this two TPians, you guys had been the bestest friends ever. haha, really enjoyed your company. i can still remember our secondary school days, us as the losers? haha. hopefully we will keep on touch until forever. 5 years of friendship and still counting. i just simply love you two (:

3) XIAOLI, AH NEH, YIRUI, CHIN n STEPHY
this few names, they are another group of fun people to hang out with. did not really spend much time wih each other due to school commitments and other stuffs. ahneh's wols-ness and our impatience plus sacarsm really made each outing memorable in each own way.

4) 0908
batchmates! you guys can really be crazy, but bit racist at times ah *looking at chien cham and hong zhou* hmm, spending our saturdays on event and slacking in hq till late night like we've got homes.

haha. before i wrap up, here are just some picures that we took during the different outing/gatherings. enjoy(:

Firstly, RCYC BRAVO 08' GATHERING!!!

ambrose sir looking pathetic kena buried. haha

The PRODUCT!!

WE sat on the man

promoting healthy lifestyle, drink coconut juice!

lalala. and others could be found at http://s290.photobucket.com/albums/ll255/Yttrium194/rcyc/

Next up, trip to the ZOO on christmas!!!

the White Tiger!!! SEXY SIA

haha. what do you call this? a flock of babboons? lol

WOOHOO! look at that RED ass

okay. now let's test your eyesight. what can you observe here?

the penguins! damn cute

the zebras. the white stripes aren't really very white. it looks more yellowish-brown. don't be deceived by the picture. hoho

here's Ben & Jerry's ice cream. we kinda forced Chin to buy because he didn't bring a git for the gift exchange. oops!

me and xiaoli while waiting for others to buy food (:

abandoned piece of land?

pretty isn't it?

WELCOME TO KIDZWORLD!!!

haha. found this somewhere. just can't remember. nice right?

lastly, i got to know that my uncle was hospitalised last sunday coz some metal thing (you know, those big tentages the metal poles or whatever you call it) fell on his shoulder. good thing it didnt land on his head or somewhere else. the doctor said it almost hit his nerve that vein la, if not he would be paralysed. just hope that he will recover really really soon insyallah.