haven't blog for quite some time. had been quite busy these few days, so i'm unable to squeeze some time out to blog.

Friday, 23 May 2008
English test was difficult, especially for the grammar section. i don't think i will do well in the paper la...haiz...sian.

AOP was like shit. in the end only 4 people came out of like so many of them. Very disappointed. Waste my time.

Rushed home to bathe, eat and take my stuffs. Reached HQ at about 10.50pm. we settled at Haw Par Hall then all of us began our talks. Jing Ni ma'am and i went to discuss our welfare stuffs, but in the end we didn't really came out with anything la. didn't really sleep well that night.

we were bored, so we did this to xinyu:

xinyu trying to act cute

Saturday, 24 May 2008
We woke up at about 5. Walked to somewhere to have our breakfast, prata. the environment there was like... those people who went there should know.by the time we reaced HQ, some of the cadets were already there. we were quite shocked coz we didn't expect them to reach that early. rushed to change into our full uniform, clear the place and helped xinyu to set up the registration table.

we were actually one of the first few groups of people to reach Amoy Quee camp. the cadets trained abit, then we went to the canteen and mingled with them.

there are quite alot of casualties during the training itself. i was in the shade with the reserves and casualties. the people there is a bit funny la. when they brought the casulties to the shade, they give this kind of stare and expect me to do something.

during the last round of rehearsal, there's this casualty, also from NCC GOH contingent. she got cut by the bayonnet at the head. my feets were hurting by then because of the court shoes and i had to run to the casualty. blood were dripping to the neck. situation there is quite tense. i was impatient as usual. sorry to hong zhou, gou ying and xinyu.

took the singapore flyers for free! hahas. took some pictures here and there. not that interesting coz that thing moved so slowly that you don't actually feel that it is moving. nothing much to do so i emo at one corner. i took a pic with steph but he said he accidentally deleted it. we camwhore like crazy just before we down. dunno what others might think of us coz we were wearing the target board shirt.

some ics tt i took...

took the red cross ambulance back to hq to out the logistics. 19 of us squeezed like sardines, so squashed. lucky no one farted. too tired to talk and socialize, so again i emo at one corner on the way back.

Sunday, 25 May 2008
went to sengkang library to study with steph, chin and cham. don't feel like coming but the stupid stephen insisted that i should go and study with them. im a bit blur that day. i had to go back home TWO times to take stuffs that i forget. First it was my phone and earpiece. then it was my ezlink card. then, on the way to compass, my earpiece spoil. WTH la! so suay.

on the way to my bus stop, cham fell. his position is so awkward la. his leg a bit funny. me and steph thought that something is wrong with leg but he claims that he is alright. funny.

Monday, 26 May 2008
another careless act by me today. I LEFT MY PENCIL CASE IN MY FIRST TUTORIAL CLASS!!! lucky i've got my pencil and a pen with me, if not i wonder how im gonna do my stuffs. i dunno what's wrong with me these days. it just seemed that i hadn't been doing the right things.

camp tomorrow and i have yet packed my bag. sian...

i was sleeping just now when joycelyn ma'am called regarding linkamania briefing tomorrow. hmm...

my schedule seemed packed this weeek. i think i will spend my nights somewhere else than at home. tuesday and wednesday night at HS, friday night at campsite

im so shag everyday. sleeping is my pastime now (:

omg! there's like so many things that i have to do within this short period of time la. shit. im like so stressed up la. people are giving me problems like no one's business. walao. tmr having aop, some people still can say they cannot make it. so wtf la. they think im so free meh? selfish sia. if not interested then mind as well don't bother to have the in the first place la. waste my time only. what for i rush down from school to see an outcome which will turn out shit? mind as well i go for the first aid briefing sia.

just cant stand their attitude sia. a double gold unit doing all this shitty crap? well, i've totally given up on the unit la. even the sec 1s this year is like **** la. don't blame me if you rarely see me for trainings la. i am not even sure if the YOs really chose the right people to go for ULP la. i can't imagine how the unit will be like under the hands of these people.

one+++ more weeks to tests. the number of assignments is flowing like tap water. datelines like here and there. don't know whether i could stand the pressure after my brain cells rot for about 4 months. i really hope that i could make full use of the two weeks break to get on track.

okay, here is how my schedule is gonna be like tomorrow:

0930-1100h: journey to school
1100-1200h: FP lecture
1200-1600h: doing IT assignment
1600-1800h: FENG test
1800-1930h: journey to venue of AOP
1915h: supposed starting time for AOP

sian la. most probably sleeping over at hq tmr for SYF on saturday. i guess im already done with my uniform. so i will have to go home to put my school stuffs and take my uniform first. ayah have yet given me his answer whether he allow me to sleepover at hq tomorrow. i seriously need some time management skills man.

i finally made up my mind to sign up for the Singapore Flyers first aid duty although i'm not able to attend the briefing. Rather than i stay at home and do nothing, i would rather do something good. i think i had been spending quite alot these days, not on stuffs, but more on food. the reason being is that i am out most of the time.

having AOP this friday at 7.15 in the evening. i just realised that i would not able to make it on time because i would only finish my engish test at 6. 1h 15mins is definately not enough for travelling time from school to hougang point especially during peak hours.

oh...i was late for school yesterday. cham was also late because he waited for me, i feel so bad. my stupid alarm didnt rang la coz i forgot to turn off the silent mode. i dunno why la. this few days i feel very shag. My bed is my best friend now XD

okay...i'm so gonna blog about yesterday. we are SUPPOSED to meet at hougang. then, SOMEONE LOST HIS WALLET IN THE BUS!!! okay...HAVE to be guilt for what he did sia. because of that, i wasted my precious time, money, perspiration and effort sia. how careless can he be sia. but a bit funny le...when he when to check the bus, he was able to find his wallet when the bus is a bit crowded. must be because of me rite? hahas.

went to ps to eat light dinner before going hq to change to full u, went to the AIDS memorial thingy. waahhh...there's this section when representatives form every religion go to the microphone to say their prayers for those who had died from AIDS. the first one was the hindu. the moment he opened his mouth, stephen started laughing. i tried so ard not to laugh. i turned to my right, i saw stephen pinching himself to prevent him from laughing. turned to my left, xinyu was stoning. waahh...then the chair started to shake. i can't help it but to laugh la. that was the funniest part la.

then, after the prayers ceremony, someone's phone rang. the best thing is that the ringtone is like some holy ringtone la. hahas. then lugan sir said "he received a call from the god". hahas.
but hor, our sitting arrangement is a bit wrong la. we sat in front of the cadets, so whatever we do they will be able to see. which also means that when we laugh that time, they might see. GOSH!

i think my unit is getting out of control. walao. you guys just wait...when SYF is over, it will be your turn. just see...

How do you feel when you fell down and injured yourself? Does it hurt or it feels heavenly? What a question to ask someone who is injured right?

Why I am writing this is because…hmm…should I say or not ah? Well, actually, I injured myself la. I wounded both my knees and my right elbow. I think I shouldn’t tell what actually happened la…coz I feel very paiseh... hahas. Hmm…for those who know, don’t spread okay? But all I can say is that I came to class yesterday with my knees and elbow bloody. It still hurts la when I walk. I just hope that it can recover quickly, if not, I cannot wear shorts or skirt coz my legs will look damn ugly with the wound.

Remember in my previous post I did write about this boy named Jerome? Hahas. I got to meet him again today. The kids were playing with lego when one moment Jerome just put his head on the table and FELL ASLEEP! I didn’t know how he can actually sleep with the noisy environment but he just did it. I tried to wake him up but he ignored me and continue sleeping. Then, when it comes to lunch, I tried t wake him up again to ask him to wash his hands. The moment he saw the food trolley, he straightaway woke up and pulled me to bring him to the toilet. Okay, enough of Jerome for now.

On my way back home, Farah and I actually counted how many assignments we are already assigned. Just 4 out of 7 modules but already 8 assignments to do! I didn’t actually realize it at first but I really have to start working on it. Test is coming soon too. Waah… now then I can feel the stress. Sian…

WTH LA!!! i was scolded AGAIN for wearing shorts to school. he said "if i see you wearing shorts to schol again, i will tear your shorts!". what the hell la! then he went on sa what, follow chinese wear shorts and all that shit la. shit la...early in the morning spoil my mood. what the hell la. bla bla bla.

most of the things doesn't seems right or i should say doesn't urn out the way i want this few days. dunno why la. shit. just can't clique with the people at home. sian lor. whaever i do is wrong. what the hell do you want sia?! actually i realised that it is a good thing that my school is so far away from a place called home la. i can actuallly leave home early and reach home not so early, as well as spending some time alone. hahas. BE POSITIVE FIDA!! hahas

Oh...I had to rush to Dexkids Schoolhouse after school to go for my second attachment just now, so didn't really had the time to have a proper lunch although I’m really famished. I had to do the attachment alone because it was a make up session for Labour Day the other time and both my partner and I can't possibly arrange for the same time since we are from different classes. When I arrived, the kids were still having their afternoon nap. Don’t know why, there were some people who came to do some investigations and a photographer. I didn't bother to ask the teachers there what happened coz I don't think it’s relevant to what i'm supposed to do.

I’ve grown to love the centre eventually. I’ve decided to stick with the N1 class. I fell in love with a boy by the name of Jerome. He’s so damn cute la. Chubby, shy, quiet and independent. although I can't really figure out what he is trying to say coz he haven't really know how to speak properly, i'm already quite attracted to him since the first time I saw him. I still can recall, during my first attachment, i'm still can't get used to the environment.

I learnt quite a bit so far about the class, and also learn to accept whoever, no matter what they are lack of. The teacher of N1 Mrs. Ravi, she is nice la. She shared quite a bit about the class, for example, who are those with challenging behavior, those who requires less attention and stuff like that.

There’s English mock test tomorrow and I have yet revised. Wahhh...this week damn stress sia. Thursday there's still another test for play and motor skills module and BCLS on Saturday. Still need to squeeze some time to go HQ to collect materials for BCLS. Sian. Don’t even know why I signed up for BCLS in the first place.

lalala...i'm now in my tutorial class. the lesson havent started yet, but we just came in early coz we dunno where else to hang out. didnt really had a proper lunch during break. only ate two pancake or whatever they call it.

I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT TOMORROW!!!

it is world red cross day as well as my first attachment at Dexkids Schoolhouse. hahas. dunno what to wear for attachment. cannot wear black le...sian. i will going to HS in the morning for the parade then go for attachment. dunno whether yirui is also cuming down.

go home must study already. got test for play and motor skills module. sian...i heard its only a quiz la. and we had to study 20 pages worth of words. and the best thing is that we will be tested in GROUPS!!! lol.

okay...still considering whether i should sign up for national camp or not. i wanna go, but the thing is that it is during exam week la. i dun mind going but what if i have any paper that day? then, what if they gave me ZERO for not sitting for the exam? omg...should i go? or should i not go? HELP!!!

THERE'S A COBRA IN MY SCHOOL!!!

hahas...we were walking towards the atrium when some people told us walk another way coz there's a snake. dunno how it can reach there.

oh...i was "blind" during lecture. the reason being is that the rubber thing that supports the lenses BROKE!!! but okay la...still can see...but abit blur coz of the reflections and partly of my estig.

i miss Huda and Nadiah!!!