all of you betrayed our trust on you.

how could you?

you bunch of irresponsible aliens

i'm very disappointed.

I was lazy to post every single day. So here’s another big fat chunk of posts (:

Thursday, 18th December 2008
Hee.. went out with him again. Well, it was quite impromptu coz we were just sms-ing then he asked me out. Since i've got no plans anyway so i agreed la. When i was getting ready, i tried finding my earpiece but i just can't find. So pissed off. Long trips without my earpiece is just so boring. Grr. Two times went out with him, both times my earpiece went missing. Like so what the hell la.

Went to vivo did nothing much, just walk walk, sit around and talk. Then there was this time he asked if i could remember when his birthday was. I knew when it was so confidently i said "15 april". Know what he said? He said i got the date right but the month wrong. I was like really meh? I could recall, he told me before that it was on april la, not march. So i kept insisting that it was in april. He said i'm so much younger than him and yet i got STM -.-. Finally he showed his ancient secondary school student pass (and I really mean that it is ancient coz it’s a student pass, not even an ezlink card!) and true enough it was in april. See! I was right!

Friday, 19th December 2008
Haha. Met up with girlfriends, and as usual, nadiah was still the earliest although she said she will be late. Hehe. Went to hougang mall to buy snacks and doughnuts before heading to huda’s house.

Watched princess diaries and memoirs of a geisha. Haha. We ate our doughnuts and keropok throghout the screening. Huda kept commenting on some scenes, like how the old and faggered doctor salivate when treating sayuro and saying that she wants to be a geisha at one point one time and not wanting to be a geisha at the other point of time. Lol.

It had been quite some time since I’ve been to sentosa.I WANT TO GO SENTOSA!!!

Saturday, 20th December 2008
Woke up lste coz I feel lazy to wake up early because of the stupid cramps. Took my time to bathe coz I thought I will have enough time. I lost track of the time and I ended up beng late for the bursary presentation despite taking a cab th rosyth. What a waste of money sia. In the end I still have to wait until the end of the ceremony before I could collect my cheque.

But I have an advantage to take my cheque before the rest could. Haha. Why? Because my mum was on duty and she knew the auntie who was in charge of giving out the cheques (: but still, I have to wait for ibu to finish her duty before we could go home, so what’s the point of having the advantage to take that thing earlier right?

Went down for some RC christmas event. Ibu was there, ayah had to attend to asyraf silat, kak nur was at work and ailin is still at japan, so that leaves me alone doing nothing. The event was just er.. they played like so many cheena songs for a christmas event? Like a bit inappropriate ah? Anyway, I just slacked around, rot and stone there.

There’s a few CD guys doing some exhibition. Well, there’s this one cute one but he’s SHORT. Why are cute guys always short?

Sunday, 21st December 2008
Still thinking if I want to go for SYF gathering later. Somehow I just feel lazy. And the reason is I HAVEN’T FOUND MY EARPIECE STILL!! Hmph!

Eee...I just realised that there's relatives' wedding or engagement function every week this month. Sian. Obviously the possibility of me going is very low. Even if i go, it will only be because of the food. Haha.

I can’t wait to go to the zoo on christmas(: but I still don't have any idea what to buy for the gift exchange that costs $10-$15. Suggestions, anyone?

No time to post for the past few days, so here I am (:

Sunday, 14th December 2008

UIP came to an end mentees are fine, and I will sure gonna miss them. Planned to get something but due to unforseen circumstances, I was unable to get them ready by the last day of camp. During the gathering maybe? Haha.

Despite all the stressing period doing admin and getting bullied by some people to do saikang (0908 should know who), I actually enjoyed being part of it, especially getting the chance to be in the evac spec. Haha. I have to admit that most of the time the lectures wers pretty dry until I almost fell asleep (oops!).

I learnt along the way, the critics that we received kinda made us improve someway or another. Seniors and batchmates, I really appreciate your help along the way.

After the final debrief, we packed our stuffs and joined the rest of our batchmates for VIP’s campfire. Haha. We really enjoyed ourselves. Haha. And there was this part during the finale, they played the YMCA song, and instead of saying “YMCA”, we said “0908”. Haha. We jumped throughout the whole song until our legs become very tired.

Reached home, feeling super damn tired, went to sleep (:

Monday, 15th December 2008

Supposed to go to Dexkids to do second observation in the morning but I felt too lazy and tired due to lack of sleep so I called my mentor if I could postpone to the next day. After that I went back to sleep. Hehe.

Not long after that I realised that I had to go school to hand in the damn assignmnent. Sian la. So I rushe doff to bathe and tried to leave house as soon as possible. I was on the bus when ibu called to say that I forgot to bring my wallet. I was like so shit la. Imagine going out only having your ezlink card and a dollar. Somemore I have to pay sakinah money for some stuffs la.

Reached home, I quickly sent In the soft copy to safeassign before ibu asked me if I want to follow her to airport to send ailin off for japan (eee. I envy her sia. She went to hong kong when she was in sec 1 and now, in sec 3, she left for japan. Grr…). The connection sucks big time sia. I was in the rush but it took super damn long to load the pages la.

We sent her off to school before going to nenek’s house to put stuffs then off to airport. We took bus there. Okay, I don’t know if I should say that the security there is tight or not but before the bus could enter a terminal, the auxilary police would check the bus, BUT didn’t check under the chairs and all. Me and nenek was saying if someone were to put a bomb under the seat, most probably they wouldn’t notice. Haha.

Hmm… Another long and tiring day.

Tuesday, 16th December 2008

Finally went to the centre to do observation. I fell weird though, because usually for attachment, I would be with my partner, but this day I was solely alone. Eee. Boring sia.

Went to wak ma’s house in the evening. Watched the movie “susuk”. Storyline was err… all I could say is that I don’t really understand te movie? Haha. Ayah went to the room to watch cinta fitri. I just realised that it had been almost 2 weeks since last watched the sinetron. Okay, tonight die die must watch (:

Ooh. So many gathering coming up next week. More gathering means more money will be used up. Eee. Haha. Anyway, here’s the list:

21st – SYF gathering
24th – RCYC Bravo bbq
25th – Besties chrismas outing(:
26th – VI retreat

Haha. Anyone else wanna fix a date with me? Lol.

hahaha. omg. i'm now like so obsessed with the song crush by david archuletta la. haha. (dolly all your fault coz you kept playing the song when we were doing the FP assignment). haha.

i'm finally.. FREE! haha. i'm like so happy. haha. after the language arts presentation just now, me, sakinah and kaylyn was like "yay! holidays!". oh but still, i still have one more global issues assignment to go beore i pack my bag and leave for camp tomorrow. haha, like who care right, as long as i don't have take more than 1 freaking hour to and from school each time (except to hand in the assignment on monday) for 4 WEEKS! yay! i'm just happy (:

oh, as i was typing this post, i woman came pressing on the doorbell. i opened the door and she said she's selling a plush toy to buy milk for her child. well, i asked how much she and she said 20 bucks. despite the fact that i am still schooling and i too need the money, i gave her 10 bucks, without taking the plush toy. i symphatize her la and the most inportant thing is the baby. well, i just hope that she finally got to buy milk for her baby. even if she lied or whatsoever, i don't really care coz she will be the one who wil have to face the consequences in the afterworld. haha. i'm so happy that i've did a good deed (:

oh and haha. here's the lyrics:

David Archuletta - Crush <3

I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first time

Deep inside

It was a rush

What a rush

'Cause the possibility

That you would ever feel the same way

About me

It's just too much

Just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized

So mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think

When you're all alone

All that we can be

Where this can go

Am I crazy or falling in love

Is it really just another crush

Do you catch a breath

When I look at you

Are you holding back

Like the way you do'

Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away

But I know this crush

Ain't goin' away

Goin' away

Has it ever crossed your mind

When were hangin 'spending time girl

Are we just friends

Is there more

Is there more

See it's a chance

We've gotta take

Cause I believe

That we can make this into

Something that will last

Last forever

Forever

Do you ever think

When you're all alone

All that we can be

Where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love

Is it really just another crush

Do you catch a breath

When I look at you

Are you holding back

Like the way you do

'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away

But I know this crush

Ain't goin' away

Goin' away

Why do I keep running from the truth

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized

So mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think

When you're all alone

All that we can be

Where this can go

Am I crazy or falling in love

Is it really just another crush

Do you catch a breath

When I look at you

Are you holding back

Like the way you do

'Cause I'm trying, tryin to walk away

But I know this crush

Ain't goin' away

Goin' away

Goin' away

yes! TWO MORE DAYS TO FREEDOM!!! well, not really la. still need to do around 5 assignments during the holidays? waah... sadded sia. like that holidays burnt already la. stressed. haiz... someone please remind me that i've got stuffs to do during holidays coz i know i won't do if no one rush me. haha.

okay now i'm just bored la. waiting for dolly to send me the stuffs. sianness. msn can really drive me crazy sometimes. its like you're discussing with two different groups of people regarding two different assignments? waah, pretty challenging.

UIP camp this weekend, this means that i wouldn't be able to attend kak izah's wedding. what a coincidence la. i feel so bad la, live only like one block away but i have something on on that very day.

hmm. anyway, ayah found this phone, some tv mobile one la, don't know what brand. he found it in the box, with charger and all the stuffs la. lol.

hmm...thought of getting myself active again in dragon boating. must exercise la, but time is always the issue. damn shit la. now i'll have to reconsider when i'll start joining the rest for training. haha.

oh. my body's aching like nobody's business la. assignments! ALL YOUR FAULT!!

Yay! Finally I'm ill (and i really need tissues). oh my, but why at this timing when there's super a lot of stuffs that i need to do sia. eee.

stucked in aircon room the whole day from 7 plus in the morning to around 9 plus i think? haha. i wore jacket but it didn't help much though.

then, took 854 home from campsite. then this funny thing happened. the bus was quite empty when i boarded. slowly, more people boarded the bus and seats were taken up. then there was this lady, she went up to sit next to me, the moment she landed her ass on the seat, she bounced up back. i was like stunned. i have no idea what happened sia. then she went to find other seats. another two humans had the same reaction too, when they sat at the seat. it was so funny la. you know, their ass like ot spring like that. haha.

haha. changed bus at nadiah's house bus stop there and coincidentally met ibu, ayah and adik on 43. haha.

oh well, time to do my work! I'll update again some other time (:

he's in hospital coz of car accident? sure a not? doesn't sound real enough to me le. is that a joke or what? how can a sister not know what happened to the brother sia? contradicting, really.

as usual, i did last minute stuffs. i know I'd said that i'll work harder this semester, but cannot la. difficult sia, especially when I'm hooked back to indon sinetrons. just can't help it la. oh. i really need people to push me eh. not enough stress, i won't do stuffs one.

haha. met up with cham for lunch with other classmates at clubhouse. haha. so funny la. we don't know how to differentiate the food! haha. i actually ate some of cham's food because i thought it was my mee goreng. haha. went to practice for speech test after that. i can tell that people who walked past us would think that we are crazy coz we read word by word very slowly, with very articulated pronunciation. hehe.

i was scheduled to come at 2.55 for the test but the line went quite fast. around 3pm I'm already at he bus stop waiting for the bus. lol

haha. i feel very lazy la. had to do another observation. then somemore got field prac later in the evening. eiyer.... malasnye...

i can see that my blog is beginning to rot. lol. busy la. I'm like super tired la (i think i mentioned this in most of my posts). came back from RCYC yesterday to sleep the first thing when i reached home. not even half of hours rest, nenek came. sian. since no one else was at home, i have to kind of entertain her. hmm.

I'm a bit darker now due to the water activities during RCYC. oh ya. i got another cuts (similar to the one like had during OBS just that it was somewhere near my calf instead of mt knee). suay la. first thing get into the water, i got cuts. lol. and i had to wear this unglamorous helmet just because i don't know how to swim sia. so lame. well. that was only for sea rafting on the first day.

on second day, we had dragon boating. the highlight for that activity was the capsize drill and the "rocking game" thingy. i was super scared la. oh, all i ca say that the drill almost killed me? lol. i was sitting on the left while xinyu sat on the right side. we capsized on the left and unluckily, xinyu fell on me. i was scared being underwater. i tried to get out but i just can't. when i finally managed to float, i was so relieved. oh my, nothing could describe how i felt at that time la. (oh and when i reached the shore, seawater dripped out from my nose. lol)

i realised that whenever there's capsize drill, there's always some funny happens. maybe it's a sign? i don't know.

oh well, it had already happened and I'm alright now. all i can say is that i really had fun during the two days (in spite some unfair stuffs that happened and xinyu should know what). I'm waiting for time to fly, really looking forward to UIP camp next two weeks.

i tried to absorb as much as i could but i just can't recall any single shit that I'd studied. omg omg omg. hopefully i can pass this quiz later? and before i end my post, i doubt i will be updating the blog till holidays. need to rush assignments already. I NEED MOTIVATION!!!