i just wanna say i love you

i found this video, the song actually damn cool. okay basically the lyrics of this song only has 7 words which kept repeating throughout the whole song. cool luh. Melly Goeslow is so creative la.

spent most of my time YouTube-ing, searching for MTVs and all. i realized there are some things that i never knew until today:-

1. i never knew that Randy Pangalila could sing very well. OMG, hot sia!!!

2. i never knew the singers of BBB consists of Bella, Dimas Beck, Chelsea Olivia, Raffi Ahmad and Ayushita. MADNESS!!!

3. i never knew that Alyph and Sharif Sleeq ever acted in local drama. damn!

4. i never knew that the storyline for the song Demi Cinta by Kerispatih was similar to the MTV of the sing Tong Hua. and lastly,

5. i never knew that there were arguments whether Adolf Hitler was killed or commit suicide. lol

class timetable is out, school is starting in 20 days time and here are the modules that i will be taking this semester:

1. academic writing

2. advanced speech training

3. designing learning environment

4. financial management

5. infant & toddler behavior & development

6. mathematics for young children and

7. field practicum

all sounds chim and difficult sia. haiz. think i better go to sleep before the others wakes up or I'll get shouted at for using the comp for too long.

Damn shag…

Went out almost everyday last week. Wednesday had movie date with the usual red cross humans while on Thursday to Sunday spent doing red cross stuffs. sick right? but at least i got to go out doing something meaningful rather than rotting at home. yeah so i shall update on what i had been doing (:

Wednesday, 25th March 2009

hmm… the movie date. the previous post i mentioned that we will either be watching hotel for dogs or race to witch mountain right? but we ended up watching mall cop instead. why? coz someone was late and that someone is me. sorry peeps

however, mall cop was not a bad choice la. the show was nice and hilarious. you guys should watch.

Thursday, 26th March 2009

alpha mentors had discussion on the logo for ULP over dinner at marina square’s pizza hut (CLARENCE SIR’S TREAT!!! thx sir) the meeting was a pretty short one. we ended up choosing Cham's and Chanel ma’am’s design. haha.

Friday, 27th March 2009

went to hq to help fishy do the printings of evac gold notes. it was halfway done when i reached so i helped to staple them while waiting for the printer to print the rest of the sets.

helped fishy to transport the logs to campsite. (fishy should thank me because without me, she would have to do all that on her own. haha) had to load all the stuffs into uncle Abdul's ambulance quickly, so i carried 4 orange stretchers, two in each hand, at one time.

on our way to campsite, uncle Abdul said that i look familiar and ask me which sec sch i was from so i said i was from HS. then he said “oh, patutlah, macam pernah nampak. dulu tak pakai cermin mate kan?”

yeah, so when we reached campsite, we have to quickly unload everything to the logs room. i was so scared that uncle Abdul would leave us there coz i only brought my phone along, no money, no ez-link card. luckily he didn’t. haha

Saturday, 28th March 2009

went for evac gold modular workshop. had much difficulty getting up. started to feel the strain on both arms. shit. good thing still can tahan. did nothing much actually, so i slacked most of the time. heh.

left straight after debrief. i was late for the dinner. but still got to eat, that’s my main purpose of going anyway. reached grassroot club at around 8.30 when the dinner was supposed to start at 7. oh, we won the table draw and Daniel, our chairperson won the best dressed for male. congrats.

reached home super late. had decided not to taunt at hq so i had no choice but to wake up super early the next day.

Sunday, 29th March 2009

UOB first aid duty. supposed to report at hq at 6am. set my alarm at 4.30 but i let it snoozed until Cham called me at 4.40. have no choice but to grab my towel and go to bathe. cabbed to compass then took a free ride to raffles place.

i can say, this is the fastest run ever. from what i know, the run is supposed to start at 9.30am but at 8.30 we see heads bouncing from far. haha. by 9.15 all the walkers had cleared our area. at around 9.39 we were already at based. no casualties, damn shiok. i like.

super duper tired when i reached home. too tired that i threw my bag to one side and went to sleep

Monday, 30th March 2009

TODAY! planned to go nenek’s house but still tired la. see first la. maybe go library? i don’t know.

yay! i decided to help out for the NPCC Annual Parade first aid duty. i had been asking my sister for tickets previous years but she wouldn’t give me ): and finally I'm going this year, not as spectators, but as first aider. aiyah never mind la, as long can go can already.

other than that, my schedules are piling up!! sian…

okay, here are some that i can remember for April:

1st April: linka 2nd meeting

1st-3rd April: school

4th April: NPCC first aid duty

4th April: 4e3 bbq

6th-8th April: school

8th April: 1DO1 bbq

11th April: batch gathering

18th April: NPCC first aid duty

20th April: school starts

25th April: Awards and Promos

did i miss out anything?

Horoscope – true?

Traditional Virgo Traits Modest and shy Meticulous and reliable Practical and diligent Intelligent and analytical

On the dark side.. Fussy and a worrier Overcritical and harsh Perfectionist and conservative

this horoscope thingy seems more accurate compared to the prediction on august babies (: right people?

I AM SO PISSED!!!

Fuck sia. early in the morning wanna find fault. first thing first, i wanna eat cornflakes with milk, then check check, someone drank my milk! ass sia. and the best thing, when i pour it out, its only left with a few droplets, when it was like 1/3 full yesterday.

then, just a few minutes ago, an idiot go use my shampoo la. kae, its not that I’m selfish of what but she said if you wanna use something, but it yourself and now? she used all of my hair stuffs. i don’t mind if she just wanna use my shampoo but know what? she used my conditioner and intensive treatment cream like free flow sia. when people used her stuff, she will make such a big fuss, but when she use other people’s stuff, we are supposed to stay mum? she got so much money go buy herself la.

another thing, MY BROTHER IS JUST SO IRRITATING!!! just can’t stand him sia. the moment he’s home, my mum will nag non stop. don’t know why his act will just irritate the people around, intentionally or unintentionally.

I'm so gonna ignore everybody, continue reading the book and stay plugged. movies tomorrow with the usual clique. i’m so looking forward :D

Hotel For Dogs or Race To Witch Mountain?

The Fall

heheh. i was as home doing my usual crazy acts about a week ago. know what? uhm. landed on my butt with my right hand supporting. and i can still feel the slight pain on my wrist. lol. this shows how clumsy i can get.

Not all stories are meant to be told..

first thing first. results. did much better than last semester but is still insufficient to give me an average of at least a 3. that shows how bad i did in the previous semester. i don’t even know how much i struggle, didn’t skip class and studied really really hard to get a results that sucked to the core.

well, i still didn’t manage to get a AD printed on my results slip but at least i got an A for one module and no Cs. what’s more surprising is that i got a B for creative arts which i skipped more than 3 times? lol.

i had weird dreams these few days. some are really funny and nonsensical, which will least likely to happen in real life.

okay, I'm super bored now, so let’s compare the prediction about august babies with the real me! haha.

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

The Interpretation	ME!
Loves to joke	Hmm. i thought i only talk crap?
Attractive	Nah
Suave and caring	Never
Brave and fearless	a little only ah
Firm and has leadership qualities	Not anymore la. It went down the drain
Knows how to console others	Huh? Since when?
Too generous and egoistic	Heheh, My sisters would strongly disagree with the ‘too generous’ part
Takes high pride of oneself	No la. I very humble one le.
Thirsty for praises	Not thirsty but if people wanna praise then just accept la.
Extraordinary spirit	Sometimes only. I'm lazy most of the time
Easily angered	Yup yup
Angry when provoked	Who doesn’t?
Easily jealous	Hmm… don’t think so
Observant	Never. I’m blind
Careful and cautious	No la. i‘m super clumsy
Thinks quickly	No. i take ages to come up with ideas
Independent thoughts	Agree
Loves to lead and to be led	Kinda true
Loves to dream	Heheh. Definitely
Talented in the arts, music and defense	NO! I’m lousy at those. Don’t take any defense class and can’t play any other instrument other than the old-school recorder. lol
Sensitive but not petty	Uh-huh
Poor resistance against illnesses	This is super not true la. I’m the most immune to sickness in the family la
Learns to relax	Haha. Cannot la. i super impatient one. lol
Hasty and trusty	Maybe?
Romantic	I have no idea
Loving and caring	See my mood la
Loves to make friends	Nah. I'm antisocial

see? so much difference la. maybe i ought to be born a few hours later (so that it will be Sept) but i came out too early. lol okay enough of my crap. wanna do something else. haha

One more day…

One more day to results day. One more day to determine whether i qualify to take the diploma plus. Haiz…

Obviously I will be too lazy to log in to npal to check, good thing they will send the results through sms. Don’t know NP student had to wait very long to get our results back. I see my friends from other school, all had gotten their results quite some time ago although their papers ended later than mine.

Oh my, I’m really scared la. I really really hope that I will do a lot (if not, a little also can la) better than in the previous semester. Well, I shouldn’t anticipate too much or I’ll end up disappointing myself. I can only hope, but can’t change the fact.

Okay, school will probably send the results in the morning. So, I shall not put my phone somewhere near me when I sleep and will only take a look at it hmm... maybe around 2? Lol. I know I’m weird.

CVSS Campfire

Met up with junjie, guoying and yirui to go to compassvale sec for their campfire. I should say that it was well organized other than the fact the we had to wait for quite some time outside trying to get people to notice us so that we could get the school gate open.

It looks like they were having a leisure camp, with seniors (those who had passed out from he school) as their mentors or something like that. Haha, I was just assuming. Also, their campfire also doesn’t appear as boring and draggy as what we usually have in school. So, good job to them *clap clap clap*

Can we turn back time?

Went to nenek’s house as planned. Well, not really. We planned to go in the morning but my sister refuses to bathe only at noon -.- Took bus and decided to drop at paya lebar mrt there to find some stuffs. So after that we went back to the same bus stop to take another bus to reach nenek’s house. So when the bus came, we boarded the bus la, as usual.

Then something funny happened in the bus, not funny to my sister though. Alright, there was this guy who boarded with us at the same bus stop. Somehow the sight of this guy just scares my sister. He’s like some mad guy la. He suddenly walked towards my sister (my sister was sitting at the seat behind me and the bus was quite empty then), with a pervertic look. My sister’s face was turning pale as she asked me to help her. I was like, help what?

The guy was only asking “are you Malay?” but my sister was scared to her wits and kept tapping at the back of my seat saying “kak da, kak da. Org takut!” and the uncle in front of me told my sis, “layankan je, dier tak kacau”. Cakap macam senang je.

When my sister didn’t answer him, he asked me instead. So this is how the conversation goes,

The guy: Is she Malay? (pointing to my sister)

Me: ya

The guy: Are you Malay?

Me: ya

The guy: Which country you from?

Me: Singapore ar

During the conversation then I realized, the tag that he was wearing says “I HAVE AUTISM”.

Then the next stop, he alighted. The uncle also alighted. Waah. Know what? The uncle actually laughed at us after he alighted from the bus. Damn bad sia.

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Reached nenek’s house, Adil was there. One thing I realized about him, he likes to bite, and still as adorable la. Heheh. Didn’t manage to capture any shots of him coz he’s super duper active!!! haiz…

In the evening, that family came. Hmm… I didn’t know how to react at first, like whether I should do what I’m told or do what I think is right. ailin chill aje. They seemed fine with our presence, but whether it is for real or just acting, I don’t know. Now, I’m just waiting for the time, can’t we just be like how we used to be? i really hope the time will come, soon.

Hah! finally found another song to replace the previous one. Leona Lewis, i just love her voice.

Leona Lewis - Better In Time(:

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock

Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realize that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh

Hurt my feelings but that's the path

I'll believe in

And I know time will heal it

If you didn't notice boy you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go

So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you

Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

today, such a cozy weather to sleep in. had difficulty pulling myself out from bed. wished i could sleep longer but nah, i shan't be lazy.

ah, i just can't wait for Monday! why? me and Ailin planned to go to nenek's house and hopefully boboi would be there too. yay! waah. i miss him like crazy sia. can't even remember when is the last time i saw him. heheh. but i heard he's more mischievous now. shhh... shouldn't tell ibu about our plan, she wouldn't allow for sure due to some reasons. well, at least i wouldn't have to rot at home on Monday and give me a reason to ask ayah for money. haha

oh went for ULP meeting yesterday. i was late for almost an hour? not my fault la. ayah made a wrong turn (he was supposed to make a left turn to reach PS which was just right in front, but he went straight. lol) and we have to go all the way to Thomson to get back on track.

the highlight of the meeting was definitely the confirmation of appointments. guess what? I'll be working with Yingqi ma'am again! lol. i don't know whether it is supposed to be a good thing or not but two consecutive projects together? maybe we're just fated la hor. oh oh and the chief mentor is Clarence sir again (also)! sians.

I'm sure this year's ULP will be a challenging and fat-burning one. instead of going to Bukit Timah for the hike like any other years, this year we will be hiking to Vivocity to Telok Blangah park and finally to west coast park *faints*. hmm. need to build up my stamina soon. and i really really hope that my group wouldn't be the one planning for that 9km hike. heheh.

stayed back after the meeting coz Clarence sir wanna vet our program for Linka and luckily, he was fine with the games!!! yay! so now we're left with some stuffs before we're done with the proposal. yippee!

Monday, 9th March 2009

haha. I WATCHED MY BLOODY VALENTINES 3-D ALREADY!!! yay! (although the show is m18). well, thanks to the person who bought the tic for me ah, oh and treating me dinner and uhm the ride also. haha. the show is nice la. oh the, there's this part, they showed a couple having sex, then showing them naked for quite some time (especially the woman, really quite some time, more than 5 mins i think - naked). there are really a lot, yes a lot, of bloody scenes. really disgusting, and sadist. you should watch it to know what i mean.

we were having a difficult time deciding where to go after that and after a very long time, we decided to go to marina barrage. I've never heard of the place before but i think its a nice place. nice scenery, quiet place to chill and hang out BUT inaccessible, need to walk quite far uh.

Tuesday, 10th March 2009

went to HQ to meet up with yingqi ma'am, hongzhou, hanif and chiencham (he's an extra anyway) to discuss Linka program. haiz, i can say that we changed about 80% of our initial plan? a lot right? yeah. think a lot had to be done la, and we need to get it ready by friday for clarence sir to see? omg. lucky still no school yet sia.

Wednesday, 11th March 2009

hmm... tries to do a brief explanation of the games but i think i failed. at first like so semangat to do, then after explaining the first game halfway, i got lazy. yeah, i suck to the core. haha. i think i got more and more lazy as days goes by? shit sia.

in other words, i'm left with only tomorrow to finish them up. hmm... i doubt i'll be sleeping tonight la. i will feel bad for not helping much in the previous one. sorry ma'am. craps. i think i better get back to my work before i get more and more distracted. haha

p.s. i'm so looking forward to ULP meeting this friday. don't know why. haha

Haha. know what, my specs are ready in only two days. very fast right? i didn’t  expect it to be ready that fast. oh and someone accompanied me to collect my phone at Eastpoint that day too. yeah, so thanks a lot

yeah went to YEC meeting, i was still thinking if i should sign up for the mentor thingy la. sounds fun, but have to stay committed for two years, which i think was pretty long. haha. so should i or should i not? well, looking at the bright side, you will help to improve that chid’s life in a long run la but two years? a lot of commitment sia.

oh, lastly, HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY TO MS ANG XIAO LI!!

oh, sleepy liao, wanna sleep.

watched Marley and Me! it was nice la - hilarious, touching and everything that is related. oh i like the part when the couple send marley for training. the trainer, a woman wanted to show the class how to handle the dog properly but still, marley got out of hand. she then blow her wistle and guess what? marley ran back to her, caused her to fall to the floor, and did the f**king action on her. i was like wth? but it was funny la. go watch, it's worth the money especially if you only have to pay $6 for the tix. heheh

watched PUSH advertisement while waiting for the movie to start. looks nice, feels like watching sia. who wanna watch with me?

after the movie we went to eat at LJS before we realised that we need to go HQ early to print some stuffs for Linka meeting later. haha.

p.s. stephy said my specs looks cheena. really meh? lol.

yay! sent my phone for repair and will be collecting my phone later. i am so happy. currently I'm using my sis' nokia 5300. not that i don't like it but i just can't put my stuffs in there, you can't expect to put a sony ericson memory card into a nokia phone right? yeah. so i can't listen to my songs la. oh, but it's slidable so i'm fine with it. (i think I'm weird. haha)

yah, yesterday the sony ericson people called me twice, saying the exact same words using different numbers, with around 5 mins interval. so here is how the conversation goes:

the person: hi, can i speak to ms nur afidah?

me: yup, speaking

the person: i am calling from sony ericson. your phone is ready for collection from tomorrow onwards.

me: ok okay. thanks

the person: welcome. bye-bye

oh my, i just realised that i said the exact same words too! omg. that's really weird.

anyway, i made new specs. the person told me to wear it all the time now coz my astig is damn high (400 each eye), so I'm gonna be a geek. haha. oh, and the price i had to pay is so much cheaper la. i used to pay $200+++ for my other specs last time and this one only cost $140. big difference right?

i mentioned in one of my previous post about the cat incident right? ever since that incident, we didn't dare to open our door la. now it's like shut all the time and i don't like it. i don't know eh, like stuffy like that ah. and my mum keep saying she could smell the cat smell all the time. like wth?

omg, i can't believe that I'm able to drag myself out of the bed very early today. *clap clap clap* haha. first time since a week ago leh. lol.

haiyo. i was supposed to go wisma with ailin to get my phone repaired today before meeting up with yingqi ma'am to discuss the linka program. but my sis just came back from school an hour ago coz she was having diarrhoea. tsk! there goes my plan again. shit ah. the warranty will be expiring in like two days time? and my phone is being a bitch now la. can't even charge properly.

okay. I've thought of some options on how i can spend my boring holidays:-

1. rent movies, have movie marathons when no one is at home

2. go library, borrow and read the books

3. laze around and sleep the whole day

4. go out (but no money, so forget it)

5. go find job (nut just what can i do?)

6. go hang out at nenek's house (again, need money for bus fares)

7. use my lappy the whole day until the electricity bills shoot up like skyscrapers

any other suggestions people? damn boring la sia

hmm, holidays are the period of time whereby student look forward to during teaching weeks, BUT when it's there right in front of you, you dreaded it. why? coz nothing much you can do. reasons?

1. your other siblings are still having school

2. therefore, can't organize a family outing

3. can't organize chalets, sleepovers or whatever you call it if your friends are in jc, ite, sec sch etc

and some other reasons why i'm spending my holidays rotting at home:-

1. i don't get allowance during holidays

2. so no money yo go out

2. and i still need to pay for my own transportation fares - adult fare somemore la (when i'm not even earning any cent and didn't get allowance)

okay okay. bowling on saturday was damn fun la. haha. a same incident happened trice to three different humans. erm, but too bad i won't tell what happened coz i am one of the three humans (unfortunately). haha. lugan sir was nice, he thought us the proper way to bowl, but still s0me of mine went to the longkang. i totally sucked at it la. haha.

the people that day was really nice la. i was the only malay as usual, and the group really brainstormed non-fastfood places where we could have our dinner. yeah. and we eventually decided to eat at northpoint's swensens. we waited for very long. (right we have to admit that 1. it was during the peak hour when we arrived and 2. there were 10 of us so we really had to wait for pretty long)

some left after that while the remaning ones stayed little longer. and for those people who stayed, please don't blame anyone on what some did. they did that because they want to, not because they were psychod or influence. so try to understand

oh oh i wanna list down the people who i was with :)

1. lugan sir

2. lee min ma'am

3. stephen

4. xinyu

5. kaiting

6. noel

7. chiencham

8. weilin

9.guoying

and the other two who joined us so much later

10. anton

11. hongzhou

ayah picked me up to some pre-wedding place and i happened to wear sorts la. omg. but ibu said she's fine with that so who cares. reached home really late.

lastly, i wanna post my mat-ish boyfriend's picture!!! haha