Thursday, 20th November 2008

still had to go for attachment though it was e-learning week. not bad la, since all was back to normal so i assume the disease die off already. oh, and finally Jerome was back. he's still as cute as before la.

went out at night with ibu and ailin and only reached home at 1 plus in the morning. damn tired.

Friday, 21th November 2008

went out with kak nur to pasir ris coz she needs to buy external hardisk. before we left home, i was finding my earpiece la, but i just can't find! grr... so irritating sia. i almost died the whole day coz there's no entertainment.

the moment we stepped in to whitesands, kak nur asked me if i want ben and jerry's ice cream. since she just got her pay increased, so why not right? haha. she said she needs to rush off for work so we trained down to tampines, leaving me alone to rot for about one hour(with no entertainment somemore you know! how boring can it be right?)

later at the night, went to meet up with some my classmates to watch the very hungry caterpillar. damn cool la the props. there were a lot of children, therefore it's very noisy yet interactive. reached home very late again and i didnt even eat dinner when i reached home, too tired to eat.

p.s. he really doesn't look as old as his age

Saturday, 22nd November 2008

since i didn'thave a very good night sleep the nigts before, so i woke up like a zombie. didn't feel like even lifting myself up, but just have to go for UIP la. no time to eat a single shit, i went out of house with a super empty stomach. as i was walking to the bus stop, my specs fell to the floor. and guess what, THE LENSES CHIPPED LA! BOTH LENSES SUMMORE SIA! damn fucking hell la, i like just got ot repaired and this kind of shit happened sia. asshole.

as my stomach was getting really noisy, the first thing i do when i reached kembangan mrt was to grab sometyng to eat. coincidentally, i met xinyu and some other VIs so i got chance to tumpang stephen's dad's lorry to campsite.

UIP was okay la. had to do quite a number of admin stuffs again coz got new cadets joined in. THANKS A LOT TO LEE MIN MA'AM! im like so sotong la. i think if she's not there i will just die. haha.

oh, and finally we got juniors already. yippee! this year's VIP looks fun seh. anyway both xiao li and yuping joined, which was really a "wow!". hmm, wouldn't it be cool (if after they both successfully passed out from the course), all six of us will be able to wear the VI jackets out together? lol.

went with chin kheng to meet up with xiao li after right after debrief. trained to compass point for dinner. yirui joined soon after and we had some tcs.

OMG! I NEED TO MAKE A NEW SPECS REALLY SOON! wtf

my brother is so irritating!

my brother is so merepek!

my brother is very weird!

HE IS SUCH AN A NUISANCE!!!

(grrr...!)

eh. i really need to sit down and think!
and i have not started on even one of my assignments!
alah. i am lazy. feels like hibernating (:

alah... this thing sucks la. i'm lazy to wait already. what a waste of time.

went to school just now for some filming thingy. damn fun la. we played with the parachute and this rainbow band. haha. we took pics after the filming thing. hope the people with camera just now will send us the photos soon.

i'm just excited for friday coz we're watching "the hungry caterpillar" at victoria theatre. yippee.

haha. met up with the yirui, xiaoli and ahneh at cp just now to buy stuffs for xiaoli's VIP. ate dinner then met up with chin kheng and sihui for some unit meeting. and know what? CHIN KHENG CONFESSED THAT HE'S ATTACHED ALREADY LEH!!! (how can he get a girlfriend before me? so unfair. haha) we were so shocked la. but oh well, conratulations to you chin! we were asking him questions like who ask who for stead first, and did he hold hands and etc la. we got distracted as usual. lol

had some problems that we had to settle, like how we are supposed to squeeze so many stuffs into only 4 pathetic trainings. where got enough sia? somemore we poly students would stil be having school in december and with UIP and ViP around, obviously most of us couldn't be there for accreditations. waah. we finally could set a date for he day camo where all of us would be available and planned to make full use of the training times for accreditations.

oh anyway, i had my specs repaired and the best part is that i don't even have to pay a cent for it. haha (:

i had been busy this week throughout
i assume it will go on until holidays
assignments, red cross stuffs and all
woah... all the load on me already (ewww..)

anyway,
next week is e-learning week!! yippee!
but that doesn't mean I'll stay at home and do nothing
there's like more stuffs for me to do! shit-er

CAYC tutorial (not the lecture of course)
had always been fun and exciting.
came late the other day,
however got to catch a bit on this cool video

CHECK THIS OUT!


fida is still in school now,
doing some stuffs
obviously home's connection is getting more and more bimbotic
and i just can't stand it anymore

before i go,
there's something I'm wondering about
should i repair my specs or get a new one?
help me decide coz my brain juice is running out

fida is tired,
fida is hungry.
fida needs to go home
so fida will blog again next time.

goodbye

I'm tired,

I'm sleepy,

but I've got hell lot more to go.

just my luck,

I've to endure.

time will fly fast,

and soon it will be over.

I'm not putting the blame on anyone,

neither i am racking up the past

but i just have to express it someway

although some might never understand

yes, you talk a lot,

but what have you produced so far?

your words sometimes are just too overboard,

but what else can i do other than smile?

I'm not being too oversensitive,

but I'm just sick of everything.

you people often see the mistakes in others,

but did you see the mistakes in ourselves?

yes, yes,

all you do is push all the jobs to me,

like i don't have other stuffs to do myself

and all you do is go around doing nothing.

its a good thing,

that i know how to regulate my emotions.

you're lucky,

if not I've already bash you up.

every one have to realise,

everyone is different.

like what karuna said

"I'm black, so what?"

fida had realised,

she has to be more carefree.

whatever people say,

use my mouth and defend, yeah?

I've got more to say,

but let's just stop here.

I'm not finishing it up,

I'm going to sleep

goodnight(:

lalala. i'm already in school for 9 am class. super damn early la, even though i boarded the bus at 7.40 am. lol. the journey used to take about 50 minutes but now sometime i can even reach school within 15-30 minutes la. but i realise something, if i decided to leave home later, there might not even be a shuttle service anymore once i reached hougang interchange. so I've got no choice but to reach school damn early now if i have classes at 9.

oh. yesterday i wanted to post something but i got disconnected to the Internet after i press the button "publish". shit right?

oh well, attachment was fine, just that there are a few cases of HFMD, so i can't really do my observation records since very few children attended school. my attachment partner and i had fun interacting with the N1 kids and a boy from the toddler class.

I'm super damn bored now la. lalala

alright, i realised that i am busy all the time. although there might not be events or whatsoever time just flies just like that. i also can't remember how i spent my time. lol.

well, last deepavali, some of us went to pulau ubin for disaster preparedness exercise. it was fun and irritating. fun because we got to meet delegates from other countries' red cross people and this hot indon mr cameraman. hehe. however, it was irritating because, well, they had to ask us questions and we had to answer them but some of those are just unanswerable. at night, it was pitched dark as there were no lamp posts. we took a walk from the campsite to the jetty so that we could waste some time but we didn't really waste a lot of time.

the next day, the exercise resumed and surprisingly, we had McDonald's for breakfast. we packed the logistics and proceed to the jetty first. reached mainland, the three girls waited for the coach. AND MR CAMERAMAN SAT RIGHT BEHIND ME!!! reached campsite, we washed the tents that the people dirties and did some cleaning up.

i left at noon to kembangan and waited for all to pick me up to finish our last round of jalan raya (too bad i neither get to take a picture with him nor take a final look at him before i left). changed and dressed up in the vehicle. was damn tired la. after changing i lean back on ibu to take a nap, then ayah and nenek suddenly said in malay "eh! tengok, ade orang accident ah" (means "look! got accident ah") then nenek continued " eheh, helmet dier terbelah dua sey" (means "waah, the helmet broke into half sey..") waah. just one month, we saw two accidents at the expressway and one fighting casualty. was it supposed to be a good or a bad thing?

now I'm feeling damn shagged. just got back from evac gold mass accred, and the next few weeks will be filled with UIP contact sessions plus camp. hope that everything will be fine (: