it cracked):

yup it cracked. HOW TO DO MY WORK?

pissed me off, that’s what you’ll get.

sometimes when i look back, i realised that i treated some people pretty badly. not my fault, i have my reasons for treating them that way, coz they just deserved that kind of treatment.

really, some people are just irritating. they play around with you, meddled with your hair, anyhow poke your fats, do you think you like it? yah, maybe sometimes i would just play along, but that doesn’t mean that you could do whatever you like right?

so yeah, if you think that I'm acting cold towards you, not bothering to answer your questions or keeping quiet throughout, there’s a huge possibility that I'm irritated by you. so, don’t bother talking to me, I'll just talk to you when I'm less irritated.

i’m stressed and the list goes on

just look at my schedule below for a month:

20th May – 1st A&C lesson implementation

22nd May – FP assignment 1 submission

               - training

               - Linkamania pre-camp

23rd May – Linkamania

26th May – Academic writing grammar test

              - Financial management test

27th May – 2nd A&C lesson implementation

              - HS camp proposal vetting

29th May – OPS cohesion night

30th May – HS ATC day 1

              - ULP contact session 1

31st May – HS ATC day 2

              - kenduri arwah

1st June – Ibu’s birthday

             - HS ATC day 3 + campfire

2nd June – HS ATC day 4

              - DLE assignment 1 submission

3rd June – 3rd A&C lesson implementation + grading

6th June -  some carrier pathway talk in school

              - ULP contact session 2

8th June – ITBD assignment 1 submission

9th June – MAYC assignment 2 submission

12th June – FP assignment 2 submission

               - ULP camp day 1

13th June – ULP camp day 2

14the June – ULP camp day 3

15th June – ULP camp day 4

yeah as you can see from the above, in just a month, i will have to attend 2 camps and submit 5 assignments. if you think poly life is easy, think over it again.

i shan’t update often. let spider webs grow while i do my stuffs.

insomnia

so many things running in my head. i didn’t know that just because of something small that happened a few moments go could cause me to breakdown. since when am i like that? the earth is sick, i think my mind is sick too

from Harbourfront to West Coast Park

i was still contemplating whether i should go for the hike or miss it by giving a reason that i was having menses cramp (i was really having menses la at that time) but i just got the feeling that my group will be in charge of this exercise so i decided to go although i know that i should be doing some other more important stuff like reading ITBD book for tutorial, start on planning for art lesson plan, type out anecdotal record and if possible kick start on FP assignment. but i finally decided to be healthy, so i went (:

rather tiring, but it makes me feel really healthy after that. it gave losers like me who never bother to exercise leg cramps after walking for 12km (or was it 15km, can’t remember). luckily we walked, not ran, if not, I'll be already dead. nice sceneries. GIRLFRIENDS WE SHOULD GO FOR THIS KIND OF THING SOME TIME!

when we reached west coast park, everyone was feeling hungry except for me and i think I'm weird. rested at Macs for a while. Anton, and the rest of alpha assistant was really having a great time going against Esther ma’am. went to play at the sandy area there. we did our same thing again, this time to the other older people as well. i did nothing much, maybe because  was the only female from 0908. the guys was the ones doing most of the evil stuffs.

i was so tired when i reached home,really tempted to sleep but  surprisingly i didn’t. heheh.

this semester was really a killer, and i guess the subsequent one will be worse. haiz. shouldn’t have signed up for so many events. really.

having FM tutorial now, just finished a pack of prawn crackers. aiyah, all the balance sheet, trial balance, basically all the POA stuffs, is confusing me. damn it la.

but Prisca is nice, i don’t know why buy she’s just too nice. I'm sure she knows that most of us weren’t paying attention in class but, she still bought sweets for us coz she knows we were bored. sometimes i feel guilty for not paying attention in class. test is on week 6, don’t know if i will be able to do the paper or not. ahh. need to go home and revise.

shall continue paying attention in class

from a boring lecture to MADNESS!!!

omg. today was damn fun la. haha. so many things happened.

firstly, i was reached the interchange earlier than Kay-Lyn (first time okay!) and luckily, Kay got to board the same bus as me and we got to sit together (X.

reached school super early for lecture (for the first time again), unprepared to hand in the math assignment. reason being, we were unable to read Belinda’s “legible”handwriting on the extra set of readings for the references. we found that there was a VERY IMPORTANT need to hand in the assignment (as if) during the lecture, so we went out DURING LECTURE, to go library to print. okay. that was not what we were supposed to be doing but, oh well, whatever.

the two hours break; hmm what did we do? oh, we went to serenity centre for lunch. ate at Macs, then went over to Island Cremery for dessert. yum yum. two consecutive Tuesday eating there already. we celebrated Ruth's birthday there then went to get our two scoops. something funny happened, me, kay, Dinah and Ruth went to the toilet, and Dinah saw this shop that sell flowers. in the toilet, she kept saying that she wanted a sunflower. sometime after that, Ruth bought it fir her. SHE WAS SO TOUCHED UNTIL SHE TEARED! omg, so sweet lah.

it was raining very heavily when we were there, so we were still deciding whether we should go for the next lecture. in the end, we cabbed there, and was late (and Eliza didn’t bother about us)

you can’t imagine how boring her lectures are, Sakinah, Gektheng and Fathiah was playing the “i spy” game, and Kay was like “eh, we didn’t take photo together before”. so we started taking photos with her webcam. soon after, Gektheng kaypo-ed and joined us. i think Eliza saw what we were doing because our action was like so big but she just can’t be bothered.

heheh. time for photos!!

RUTH’S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

PHOTO TAKING SESSION DURING DLE

these are just some of few. the rest can be viewed at my facebook album.

my back is hurting and my eyes are dry. hopefully tomorrow’s attachment will be fun. i hope

p.s. i can’t wait for next Wednesday, watching movie with dzul and JANNAH!!! haha

huda and nadiah, when are we going out?

I WANT MY SLEEP!

omg, history is repeating again! I'm still up at this hour doing the freaking maths assignment! but at least i achieved my goal this time, to finish this damn thing AND I FINISHED IT ONE DAY IN ADVANCED. shall not blog anymore for now, coz my eyes are getting more and more heavier. i want to sleep, although for only 2 freaking hour.

anyway, my mum thought that i was using the comp unnecessarily just now and pestered me to sleep. but hey, i was just doing my assignment ): (and chatting. and blog hopping. and downloading songs. and now blogging. heheh)

off to sleep. nights people(:

DP exercise

yeap. i missed linka games trial because i went for this year’s DP exercise. compared to last year, this year’s was more tiring and challenging. last year we only stayed at one place, while this year, we had to cover three places, so we had to cycle throughout. muscles turned jelly after that.

while waiting for time to fly so that we could do what we are supposed to do, i taught Noel how to cycle! haha. i could say that she was good, because only after 1hour plus of trying and all, she could cycle for quite a distance. heheh *clap clap*

other than that, we had combat ration for lunch. inside, there was mee goreng, chicken rice and red bean dessert. sounds appealing right? wait till you try them. the rice was hard and dry and the mee goreng doesn’t taste like mee goreng. the red bean dessert was nicest among the rest. good experince though.

as we went around the 3 villages, i got to snap some pictures. enjoy!

on the way there

the dog that welcomed us when we’ve reached

premature RAMBUTANS!

the antenna that is set-up by one of the groups (fyi, the man in the picture is mr cute-n-hunky cameraman XD )

premature DURIAN!

dead flat centipede

another random picture. and old and worn out tricycle

the bikes that we rented

oh and as usual, the guys gaying with each other

haha. i didn’t expect Bryan to be the cameraman again for this exercise. i wonder i will be able to meet him again. lol

Breaking the codes

having advanced speech training class now! every single one of us were making funny sounds according to the phonetic symbols to figure out what the words are. quite fun and silly at the same time.

rushing home later to pack my bag then go campsite for disaster management thing at ubin tomorrow. still not sure what i am supposed to do there tomorrow other than feeding my blood to the mosquito. heheh.

will try to start with maths assignment later at night though. so many deadlines to meet. somehow, this semester is already driving me crazy. aaargh!!!

haha. I’m lady to update frequently. school ended late in most days so i will be very tired by the time i reach home. okay i shall do some quick update on what happened recently(:

Thursday. 30th April 2009

I WASN’T LATE FOR CLASS! YAY! (coz i cheated and cut the queue for the shuttle bus to school. heheh) financial management was boring as usual. more funny terms appeared and we need to memorized 8 principles of whatever that is.

oh anyway, the most fun fun fun lesson of the day was Maths (the last part only actually) coz we got to play! haha. pics below(:

TEDDY COUNTERS!

 

KUTI KUTI!

  

Dinah and her dinosaurs

yup. and we end the day with FP briefing. personally i find the briefing redundant la. it was mostly for the freshies la. seriously, they were super irritating la. OMG!

Friday, 1st May 2009

we planed to go to the cemetery, so we picked nenek, and then my 2 uncles. when we reached there, we can see how fast the holes were being filled up. in less than 2 weeks, more than 2 rows were filled up.

as we were walking towards the van, a few people approached us, offering to make the “dapur”. weird, at kubur also people wanna fight to get customers. lol.

after that, ayah sent all of us to uncles’ houses to lepak while he left for work. so we laze around until around 10 plus for ayah. heheh. he brought pizza. we ate for a while then went home(:

         

my adik and nenek(:

everyone was tired so all pengsan. lol

Saturday, 2nd May 2009

ah neh got this impromptu plan to go watch movie since Cathay is giving out free popcorns and drinks. i have nothing on, we went out. met up with xiaoli at around noon to accompany her to Queensway to buy her sports shoe. left for AMK after that.

met ah neh, bought tickets to Handsome Suit then went for dinner.

i was bored after finishing my food so i took pics of ah neh. the effects was quite nice though

      

oh and not forgetting, xiaoli’s happy meal toy. lol

Handsome suit was nice, and the message that they were trying to deliver was clearly shown in the movie (although it was in Japanese). really worth the money(:

lastly, i realised that from next week, my saturdays will be used up. damn.