Hmm... If the plan goes well, this Saturday will be SYF gathering BBQ. Okay. Basically the junior VIs had to do the planning and settle the food, attendance and stuff as soon as possible la and the time given to us to do all those stuffs is like only one week? Hahas... so exciting!

Today is the second assignment that I’ve submitted since school reopened from the two weeks break. Still haven't got time to distress and yet two more assignments are already waiting impatiently to be touched. Lol.

Like I say before, I shall not get too actively involved in HQ activities from now till after exams in august. I shall now divert my attention to school (because the others don’t really seem to bother much about the unit) therefore I shall be nice and give in to them. Although I don't really don't feel like going back, I think it is my responsibility to nurture and to change them. Hmm... Definitely there's a lot to do, at least I did my part and won't get credits for what I’ve not done XD

i had been quite busy these few days. no time for me to blog. so i shall just blog about main highlights that happpened recently.

Friday, 27th June 2008
27th june 2008 marks the final day of SYF 2008. all those thing that we had gone through will now leave mark in our lives called memories. it was indeed an eye opener for me. life of an instructor is not always easy, a lot of sacrifices had to be made. although most us did not know each other at first, we can see that by the end of the whole every really bonded very well although there were very little trainings including big gaps of no trainings.

really enjoyed myself during the mini performace after we got back from indoor stadium. although it was a really last minute thing, it turned out fine. the most touching thing was during te giving out of the angel and mortal gifts. all the instructors didn't take part in the game, but we were shocked that some cadets actually prepared somethings for us. hahas. i also didn't expectad my 3 cadets from HS to give me the gifts too. aww... thanks a lot ya...

gifts i got for angel and mortal

gifts from HS cadets

chocolate craze!!!

had debrief that ended at 11 plus, get changed, and by the time we reached dhoby ghaut, it was almost 12. took train to AMK then got a lift from jun jie sir home. reached home, gossiped about SYF with kak nur (oh...kak nur was there in SYF too ^.^) things regarding SYF, air my uniform for next morning COC then went to report to lala land at around 2.

Saturday, 28th June 2008
it was COC. i had to report at RI by 7 to have a few runs of rehearsal. supposed to meet up with sylvia at bus stop at 5.45. know what time i woke up? at 5.30 coz my phone was put in silent mode!!! OMG...rushed to clean myself up, iron uniform then left home with an empty stomach.

had rehearsals, saw a few of HS cadets, no one told me that they would be there except for the ULP cadets. oh...during rehearsals it was damn sucky la, but luckily during the real thing we were able to coordinate and do the march past successfully. my feets were hurting the whole time i was in my court shoes la. the yesterday's pain from SYF was just driving me crazy the whole time in the parade.

as usual, at the end of the event, the junior VIs had to do the saikang job...sian... had early dunnier at J8. hahas. i saw x-tech from anugerah band!!! me and steph bought and shared a murtabak. hahas. finished a plate then we were still a bit hungry so we bought another plate.

reached home, ibu told me that she ordered murtabak, mutton chop and bone steak -.- if only she had told me earlier.. then i wouldn't waste money on eating outside la. i was quite full then so i only ate 1 bone steak. i was too tired from sleeping for just about 3 hours a day for 3 consecutive days that i fell asleep while i was sleeping on the sofa. woke up to watch Cinta Fitri and Virgin at SCTV then went back to sleep.

OMG…i'm like so sad now la. Hmm… The person still haven't called me back to inform if she could find it or not. T.T

Just hope that I could get it back cause it's like so damn important to me la. If ibu and ayah know about it confirm they will impose punishments on me la, in addition to their naggings. OMG! I’m like so stressed out thinking about that until I’ve got no mood to do my reflective essay la... help! Help! Help! I just want it back la. T.T

Went to AMK Macs after school with kaylyn yesterday as I was feeling very hungry. Bought my meal, and like what I always do, I put "IT" on the tray. Went to the table and happily topped up my stomach. Finished eating, I totally forgot about "IT" and LEFT THE PLACE! OMG! I didn't even check my table like I always do la. SHIT! T.T

It was around 6 when I reached home. Went to sleep some time after that as I was feeling damn tired. Woke up, packed my bag. I found a dollar coin somewhere in my bag. Tried to find my purse but IT WAS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND! Tried searching it in my pockets, all the zips of the bag, my jacket...but still cannot find T.T I straightaway switched on my lappy but it just seemed that it’s taking years. Searched the web to find the outlets number but there's like 4 outlets in AMK and i'm not sure which one I dined in.

Texted KayLyn to ask her but she didn't reply so fast so I went to call one of the outlet that I think suits the description best. KayLyn replied saying that she don't think that's the one and claimed that she'd checked the place before we left but I still think that I left it on my tray as it is nowhere to be found. Called Stephy to confirm with him if that's the right one him. OMG! I still can't believe that I cried when I told him what happened la! (I tried to make it as less obvious as possible but somehow he got to catch it -.-).

Still waiting for the manager to call me back. I’m like so anxious la. It’s like all the important cards in there la; my student card, IC, SFA cert, money, and more la. SHIT LA! I desperately want it back la. Hmph! I hate with myself for being so careless.

Went to that place again after school today to check out if it is there or not. Sadly, they said they didn’t receive anything of what I’ve described. Waah… at that point of time I really lost hope already sia. Now I’m just thinking how I’m gonna break the news to ayah and ibu.

Hmm...Today is the second last day of the study break la... Sian… I think I’m actually not disciplined enough to do mugging and stuffs. I feel that I am one lazy and irresponsible chap. lol. Hmm. No more red cross events for me after COC (I guess), but sometimes it just too irresistible la.

Went to HQ on Thursday. Didn’t do much la, basically slacked most of the time. Called the SYF cadets under me using the phone at VDD cos I didn't want to waste my phone bill. Hahas. In the end I had to send smses to those cadets who didn't pick up the phone (damn!). Went to PS to buy dinner. On the way back to HQ, a mishap happened to steph. Don’t know how he walk until the skin of his toe got peeled off. Eiyer. So scary la. The thing is that the toe was bleeding profusely and he still can say that he didn't feel any pain. Walking to HQ, we all like so kecoh la. We used almost all the serviettes that we've got to wrap around his toe but the blood still wouldn't stop.

Eventually reached HQ Jocelyn ma'am treated his wound. During the treatment he still can camwhore, take picture of his bloody toe and eat his meal. OMG, so disgusting la. In the end th toe upsized until donno how many times due to the bandage. Lol. Wasted some more time when eventually they went to call people to join the COC. When it was mun ching's turn, we played pranks on her. Damn funny sia. Lalala

Went to HQ again yesterday to settle the SYF stuffs. Waah… later I need to follow Cedar to Amoy Quee. Sian ah. The others will be going to FMSS for internal training, wearing mufti while I have to be in full u for pre-parade segment. Aaargh… still considering if I should go sentosa after SYF. Hmm… seems like I’ve got a lot of things to do later. I should get the stuffs in my head, iron my uniform and get as much sleep as I can XD

OMG! I'M OBSESSED WITH KIT KAT CHUNKY!!!

lalala...dunno what's happening to me lately. i've been eating kit kat for THREE consecutive days! lolx. i think i'm gona be eating it until i'm like totally sick of it.

no school means no pocket money. no pocket money means no income, and yet, i've been spending my money to but more and more kit kat. madness. oh...what an unhealthy diet.

had been spending most of my days at home and i just can't stand it! there's like nothing much to do except sleep, watch tv and eat. oh... and plus a lot of background noises. hmm...wanna study, but i'm too lazy to read the books. wanna do the reflective essay assignment, but i'm just have no motivation to do it. hmm... so to sum up, I"M JUST BEING LAZY!!! hahas.

hmm. went to campsite yesterday to jiayou some of our batchmates for ulp. me, munch, hong zhou, qiwen and cham met up at bedok. hongzhou is a bit mad. he desperately wants to buy popiah out of a sudden -.- oh the before that we bought doughnuts for our batchmates xD

met up with some of them at ntuc coz they were doing marketing. help to carry those stuffs back to campsite. slacked for a while before i went to canteen to help cham and hong zhou with the counting of the tent pegs while other were busy doing their campfire item stuffs. after all done, we went to join the others. erm...i can see that steph is trying his best, don't wanna say much la...haiz...just hope that things will go on smoothly for them...

1 assigment down, left 3 more. just feeling too lazy to do them...

Sunday, 8 June 2008
hahas. went to HUDA WAS THERE! i was so happy la. it had been so long since i saw her. we would have met the day before if she didnt went home that early. hahas. at least i got someone to talk to throughout the boring day (:Ayah rented a van so my siblings and i could slack at the van and have our "mini party". oh...ome people seemed not to be really happy with some of us but who cares? yea...after everything we fetched Huda and family home. Ayah and his not so steady driving made Nenek melatah throughout the whole journey.

reached home, all of us fell asleep coz we went reached home aroung 3 plus in the morning the day before. slacked for a while before we sent Nenek home somewhere near midnight. reached Nenek's house we all lepak and fell asleep (again!). hmm...ard 3 plus we made our way home and all of us except Kak Nur and Ayah slept throughout the journey. at home, i took my medication and continued my sleep.

Monday, 9 June 2008
went to watch movie with 0908. the movie was supposed to start at 1905hrs but some of us didn't even reached PS GV at 1915hrs. down there they very kecoh la, with the tickets, food and everything. oh...i only got to know that we were watching Narnia when i entered the room (or whatever they call it). Noel was angry at first coz she said she watched already. oh KING EDWARD IS HOT!! hahas. but the brother also good looking la. my stomach was grumbling during the screening. hahas.

after the show some of us went to buy food. went to outside mrt there to eat. then there was this auntie she kept asking stuffs. i cant be bothered so i just focus myself on my Mc Spicy (: Zhi Qi was kind enough to entertain the auntie. hahas.

reached home got nagged. clear my stuffs and went to sleep.

Tuesday, 10 June 2008
i was deep in my lala land when Nenek called me to say that she's coming over to celebreate Uncle Oli's birthday. she said she'll be reaching around 12 0r 1 but in the end she reached around 3 plus. as usual, nenek will go Geylang to buy a lot of food, so now i'm bloated (:

i slept a lot these few days and Asyraf is getting more and more irritating, I JUST CAN"T STAND HIM!!!

holidays are finally here!!!

but will i be able to enjoy them? hmm...

some people had already started their poly holidays, but for me, my holiday only starts tomorrow noon. the reason being is that i still have another paper to sit in tomorrow...sad sia...

today is the deadline for 2 of the assignments, ITA and Teachers' Role for Play module. sian...IT JUST SUX TO THE CORE CAN!! the teacher is like so **** la. make us walk the whole school, expecting us to know where her cubby hole is. shit la. damn her la. didn't even tell us where we are supposed to hand in our assignments.

other than that, SHE DIDN'T STATE CLEARLY WHAT WE ARE SUPPOSED TO INCLUDE IN THE HARD COPY!! im so damn pissed can! idiot sia. if i'm gonna fail that assignment, i'm so gonna argue with her la. not my fault what. we spent so much time and effort doing that shit and this is what we got? go die la.

okay, i'm still currently in school. just submitted my Play ssignment an hour ago. my stomach is grumbling like crazy and i have yet to eat my medicine since the start of the day. haiz... go home still need to study for PPCM test...sian...

feeling so tired that i don't feel like getting out of bed
feeling so sick that i don't feel like going school
feeling so annoyed that i feel that i should just pack my stuffs and go
feeling so hungry but no food seemed to interest me

haiz...damn irritating mucus kept flowing out like nobody's business. i've called Ms Rachel saying that i'm not coming for attachment today because i'm having a running nose and i do not want the kids there to get infected. i have 1 assignment due tomorrow and i have yet to even start on it. sian...don't know how to do...i must really take the opportunity today to watch the video for the last time. hmm... having test on saturday but i have yet study for it.

kept meeting the same people for five days straight (from saturday to yesterday). kept spending time outside than at home. getting more and more sleep but still kept feeling restless. i'm wondering why am i so worn out these days?

i read this book that Cham borrowed from Seng Kang library yesterday titled "hw to Deal With Annoying People". quite a good book. most of my characteristics actually matches with the driver BUT some of the points didn't really suit me. quite funny la when me and stephy were comparing our characteristics as stated in the book. stephy is forever qouting lines from the book. that guy really have no originality. hahas

okay. i better get going to school to settle my workfiles for CDEV module. oh ya. i need to save more money so that i can replace the stationeries that i've lost.

Okay... I’m supposed to post this yesterday, but, oh well. Hmm…last week had really been very strenuous for me with ATC, linkamania, and studies. I shall now blog about some memorable stuff that happened during linka and ATC.

Okay, we had ATC from Tuesday to Thursday. Since I didn’t apply for school leave, I only came in the evenings. Well, I don’t want to explain much but all I can say is that I liked the campfire performances. Okay la, it may not be nice, but at least they are different foam all the other years. All groups actually did a dance performance! I thought the performances will be like the normal years, standing in front, look like some kuku and singing some stupid common cheers. Quite impressing. we only stayed over for a night, didn’t gave enough sleep, so the Vis with Xiao Li and Yu Ping made up our mind to go home after debrief on day 2.

Linkamania was fun, but the night before was … hmm… like I say, I shall not say much so you have to ask me personally and see if I want to tell you if you’re really interested to know. Nevertheless, THE KIDS WAS FUBULOUS!!! I LOVE THEM LA!!! Although at first I’m like don’t know how to interact and they were also a bit like want to ask for a slapping, eventually they turned out to be nice humans. Also thanks to Joshua sir (: he did most of the interactions and stuff like that at start. The strength for my group is 11 and out of that, there’s only one hero. Hahas. Damn funny. Initially I wanted to take a group pic but after the photo taking. Aww…sad. The links I my group is also able to behave themselves, so, they are pretty not difficult to handle.

Memories, memories, that’s all that I got to keep. anyway, these photos below are the only onnes that i have so far...

our group name (:

the Ben 10 creature named Wildmutt

MY LANDYARD TAG XD

Monday, June 02, 2008
Okay. Had CDEV test today. Waah… confirm cannot make it one lor. The section B is like so … la. Don’t wish to talk more about it. Alright, after PPCM, met up with Cham, went to search book for library search and then made our way to TP to fetch our lovely Stephen.

Reached TP at around 3.40pm and we had to wait till 4.30pm for Stephen to finish lesson. Messaged some of the ex-hougeans, and I was lucky enough to be able to meet Wasi, Leonard, Sharon and NADIAH!!! Hahas. So exciting la but too bad no Huda. It had been donkey years since we see each other. After that Nadiah joined me, Steph and Cham t PS where Steph is supposed to meet up with his ULP group. Nadiah and I did quite a quite a lot of catching up. So funnn… Looking forward to seeing Huda this Sunday. (:

Lastly,
CONGRATULATIONS TO MS NOR’ HUDA BTE MOHD ABIDIN WINNING THE ELECTION AS TP’s HSSSC PRESIDENT XD