oh how should i rate school this week?

starting with Monday, the presentation was like shit. i just felt like slapping the witch's face. she was so rude la. people doing presentation, she just cut in and ask the "how" question when the answers were on our next slide. she paiseh already then tried to cover up by keep asking how to apply this and that and all. waah. go die la. lesson was supposed to end at 1 pm but it ended close to 2 pm. what the hell la. she shouldn't have done her lecture in the first place, then when we were way behind time, she rushed us. i am damn pissed.

got back results for ppcm and child development test as well as play assignment one. sucks sucks sucks. simply sucks. don't wanna talk about it. better start studying for exam.

semester 1.1 is coming to an end pretty soon BUT there are still stuffs that i have to get it over and done with:

25 July 2008 - play and motor skills development for young children test
28 July 2008 - submission of principles and practices of classroom management assignment
1 august 2008 - submission for field practicum assignment and English test on text analysis
15 august 2008 - introduction to child development EXAM
18 august 2008 - principles and practices of classroom management EXAM

i have not really studied for tomorrow's test. hmm so i will assume that i will only start after 12 midnight? yea. most probably. oh i have decided i have decided. I'm NOT signing up for national camp. gotta mug.

sucks. oh well.. always look on the bright side of life... i want to officially declare that FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS I HAVE TWO MODULES OFF MY LOAD!!! YIPPEE!

gosh... i don't realise that doing CPR could be really tiring. damn. had BCLS just now with chin, yirui, joan, ah phua, gy, joshua sir and some other people. hahas, the chief instructor was mr kalai, the same instructor for my RSFA. lol. theory was okay la. practical was like ... its either i blow too much air, cannot blow, didn't release fully after compressions or didn't press hard enough. hahas. i'm so weak ah. luckily for me, i only had to do once for the practical test itself.

during the test, we had this "talk cock session", secrets that to be kept within those who were there just now. hahas. got to know quite a number of things.

this had been a very strenuous week for me. woke up very early for almost everyday this week. not even a single rest day for me. sob sob. good thing there's no more s&w module already, so i could wake up a bit later than the normal tuesdays XD

lastly, to my fellow PPCM assignment groupmates, i'm so sorry that i didn't really contributed much to the making of the powerpoint slides and the strategies and all. i'm really really sorry. you guys rocks man!

had netball friendly match for s&w module. it was a really fun experience but yet abit tiring. our group name was ADUGEN while the other team from our class was called FROSTIES. hahas. we had 7 games and out of the 7 games, we only lost 2. good job guys. frosties was equally good. they too lost 2 out of 7 games. out of the 8 all-girls teams, the tuesday class was the most entusiastic one, in the sense that we kept cheering for each other's team. we looked so bonded la. i think the other thought that we're crazy. lol. i feel that this last session of this module had really brought us closer. we were not as this close during the normal s&w days. OMG... so sad.

one thing about just now before i forget, the sun was so damn freaking glaring hot la just now. and the best thing is that we had to sit at the track from 8-12. sucks right? actually the point that i am trying to deliver is that THE SUN BURNT ME! i'm like so black la. stupid sia.

anw, after school, i thought of going to AMK sec to take a look at the CAC competition. haiz... but in the end, when i reached amk interchange, i changed my mind. i was so tired and there's winnie's assignment to do. no one was at home when i reached home (as usual). took a nap then chin kheng texted me to say that HS was the champion for north district! good job guys!

having BCLS course the whole day tomorrow but i'm just lazy to study or even to read the notes la. presentation on PPCM assignment on monday. hmm...gues i will have to do a lot of reading and get the facts right to be able to shoot back at the witch in case she bombard us with her annoying questions. all the best to us XD

had S&W yesterday. i feel that yesterday's trainig was either a bit tough or i am a bit too weak coz after netball, i can see stars. lol. i was thinking of eating at home after english and saving that mney for dinner with 0908 later in the evening but i just can't stand it la. the pain is so unbearable until i feel like tearing my head apart. shit la. because of that i was unable to have dinner with 0908. DAMN!

feel like not going for english but i'm just lazy to do a make-up lesson so i stayed on. had a short nap while waiting for karimah to reach class, luckily. when i woke up it feels a bit better but still, the pain is there. survived through english then went straight home.

reached home took my medicine that i didn't took the other time then went to sleep. woke up at about 9, home seemed very quiet, like no one was at home. watched tv then went back to sleep.

oh... need to go back school on saturday for interclass netball match whch will last for 4 hours. sian. also, i need to find time to go to HQ to collect my BCLS materials so that i could read up before the thing on sunday.

okay... tests are just aroud the corner and exams are drawing near but i'm just too lazy to open the books to study. even though if i did, i would just fall asleep within 15 minutes. that was what happened when i tried to study for CDEV retest on sunday lol. i woke up at 9 planning to start studying by 12 but the moment i settled on my bed and opened the book, i dozed off LOL! from 12.30 to 3 plus. i only started studying proper at 5 plus, watching tv at the same time. by the time all the programmes ended at 12 plus at night, i still haven't finished studying. hahas.

like i say in the previous post, i went for my make up field prac today. well, from what i see, the kids are starting to prepare for the graduation concert; the playgroup, N1,N2 and K1 with the dance performance, while the K2s were rehearsing on receiving the graduation certificate. ms rachel played the song "do i make you proud". when i heard the song, it kind of reminded me of my secondary school days, when mr said used to sing the song. i was on the verge of bursting into tears but i held it back. I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS!

after that, i went home to eat. no one was at home. searched for food but just can't find any that can fill my stomach. in the end i cooked instant noodles...sian. rest for a while then made my way to school.

kak nur called me short after to ask me to accompany her to hougang mall to find her handphone extension coz it broke. in the end we didn't buy it coz the thingy stuck inside the hole and could not be taken out. we were damn hungry by then and. went to hunt for food. we thought that the foodcourt is still at the top level but when we went there, it wasn't there anymore. went to hougang plaza but the place is full. we ended up eating instant noodles (AGAIN!) finished eating, kak nur said she was still a bit hungry so i suggested that we go and buy doughnuts. hahas. by the time i finished eating everything, i'm feeling damn full.

training tomorrow. having outdoor cooking, so i'll be eating instant noodles again. including tomorrow, it will be the third day i'm eating instant noodles. lol.

Wednesday, 9 july 2008
i was late for ITA lecture for about half and hour. it was a 1 hour lexture so when i came to class, it was about time to do the quiz...sian. access was manageable except that i didn't know how to do 1 of the 5 query.

oh...i met up with my beloved huda and nadiah on wedesday. i was having english test when nadiah called me. i called back to ask then she asked me if i wanna go her house. of course i agreed. so i tried to rush and took 74 at about 8 plus. the first thing that comes to my mind when saw nad at the bus stop was like she looks like a barbie doll! hahas. she's cute la.

reached her house, ate mee goreng with egg then the 3 of us and nad's brother played wrestling on her ps2. hahas. so funny la. we played the briefcase match. so funny. i laughed throughout the whole match. just can't forget the game.

it was about 1030hrs when we stopped the game. went to her room, feeling lazy to go home. then she gave us shirts and earings. nadiah is always giving us stuffs. eventually reached home at 11 plus. kinda weird when ibu didn't call me to ask what time i'm coming home. usually when i didn't reach home by 9 plus the phone will ring. hahahs. anw, english test was like shit. don't know if i can pass or not.

Thursday, 10 july 2008

had micro teaching. don't wanna talk about it. reached home early. just have no mood today. slept from 6pm to 11pm. woke up, just about the time to watch fitri. now i just can't sleep.

having a make up field prac attachment later. hope that i could start taking pictures for FP assignment tomorrow. poly experience in the afernoon. hope that everything goes well later.

hahaha...i don't know what's wrong today but just within 1 hour, i saw TWO laptops left unattended! people are so careless these days (including me). how can they put their lappy under the table in canteen and leave without checking? laptop le... walao... if lose IC never mind la...100 plus only. at most replace whole wallet less than 300 bucks. but laptop? 1000 or even 2000 plus bucks? haiz...heart pain sia... but luckily one of the laptops the owner came back to claim...the other one i think still haven't realised yet.. if i were to lose my lappy..haiz...

5 June 2008
Had training in the morning then went for SYF gathering in the evening. The venue is at Jun jie sir's house. The actual thing actually starts at 5, but most of the instructors came earlier at 3 plus. Hmm...did I enjoyed myself during the gathering? No comments. Don’t want to talk much about it.

Anyway, the gathering didn't really ended well, coz after the video screening, the cadets were told to go home. Some of them were disappointed coz they still wanted to play. We were also told that the syf blog will be removed. But yeah... the cadets went back and create another one. Hahahas. Went to slacked at Jun jie sir's house for a while before ibu texted me to ask me what time i'm coming home. Hahas...the guys who were staying over at JJ sir's house (xinyu, guoying, Hong Zhou, Anton, junjie sir and qingxiang sir) is so sweet la. They walked me home from blk 940 to 981, which is like quite a distance away. Along the way, we walked passed Macs. Qingxiang sir treat all of us the 60 cents ice cream...Hahas. Like expected, guoying being as auntie s ever, kept complaining when we will be reaching lol.

Reached home, I was so exhausted, went to sleep.

6 June 2008
Went to compass today like the other Sundays with the normal two plus Xiao li, Anton, xinyu and zalinah. Actually I wanted to practice access for test this coming Wednesday, but the place that we got have no PowerPoint, so ya... I went to read up a bit on the APA but none of the information was stored. While we were doing our stuffs, there was this Indian family sitting nearby, a couple and their daughter. For what I can see, the child is not normal. It not that I want to label the kid or what, but the way she behaves and produce those funny funny sound is just so abnormal.

Then there was this announcement (it's more like an advertisement instead) that goes like, "the library is not a playground...blah blah blah". Xinyu and zalinah kinda imitate it. When the mother of the child heard them, somehow she got angry. I think she thought they were referring to her daughter. She then turned the pram around (it was facing us initially), then kept looking at our direction. Xinyu and zalinah laughed. I feel quite bad. After 12 weeks in ECH, it helped me to change the way I look at kids and learn how to appreciate them. Well, i'm not blaming anyone, or saying that 'm good or what, but it's just that we have to learn to accept everyone for what they are.

7 June 2008
I think I have to really save up now. Okay, I shall list down the things that I really need to pay for:
Replacement for IC - $100
Replacement for student card - $20
Book for prins and pracs module - $40 plus?
Hmm... so many not so good thin happened recently... I think I should take it as a learning point and do better the next time?

something that happened last night impacted me to certain extend. i was having my dinner when suddenly it happened right in front of me. i was like...wth, shocked and scared at the same time. i understand that her intention is good, but someone is just too ego to admit.

okay, i just got to know that she got another part-time job, at some wakeboarding rental kiosk at east coast. well, i think it was cool and it really suits her coz that kind of thing is "just her". but her mistake is that she didn't tell us earlier. somehow he got mad for her not telling him. then it just happened "piak, piak, piak!" i didn't know that her nose bled until i her her talking about it through the phone with someone.

i really look up to her. can say among us three, she is the most daring and independent one. although she can really have difficult temperament at times, but in actual fact, she have her own reason of doing so, it is just that her method of approach may not be too appropriate and may cause some people to flare up.

whatever it is, i still love her, she was the one that i could turn to. she had done a lot for me, i think i should something and make her feel more comfortable at home.

p.s. don't blame us if we are not securely attached to you coz we just feel that you just didn't care.

this is my second post of the day. something is just bothering me after what ibu told me after i reached home from school. well his attitude is such a fake la. but, i feel that he did all that because he wants attention. cannot blme him la. i tried to be nice to him most of the time, but often, he approached me at the wrong time. sometimes, to think back, i have not been too nice to him most of the time. i feel so bad.

he is young and yet he is able to do stuffs that even i didn't dare to do during my need-to-wear-uniform days la. so wth. when i heard about it, i was like damn shocked la. hmm...what should i do? i'm so disappointed in you, adik.

waahh...so shit la...i dunno how to put song in this template la...